Catharsis by TM298 Lyrics
Trapped inside my mind
Thoughts spiraling all the time
I wanna run and hide
Can't escape these feelings inside (x2)
Trying to drown myself in the music
To escape from the harsh world we live in
But i know i can't, i know i can't
Im just gonna try my best to keep on living
Family doubting me
Is what i deal with on the daily
They say "Chase your dreams"
But im starting to think its a lie
Like im trying to grind but you have doubts in your mind
And i start to feel like its all a waste of my time
Yeah i know that its probably unrealistic
Thats why at the moment im working jobs considered basic
Like im prepared when things dont go through as planned
But still there are times where i just wanna quit man
I think im depressed but at the same time i think not
Like im happy most days but is it a facade?
I know i have anxiety, it happens alot
But is that just it or is there something else going on
Whatever is going on, ill never consider suicide
Yeah i think about it but ill never ever try
Cause i refuse to let my thoughts lead to my demise
I dont wanna be the reason my mother cries
If you feel like you wanna die inside
What happens if you die on the outside
It will effect every single person you've met
You won't believe it but your death will have a strong lasting effect
It will take a long time to heal
Just kidding, they won't ever heal
They will forever miss you
When they hear a specific song on the radio
They will think of you and start bawling on the steering wheel
So the next time you think about downing those pills
The next time you think about slitting your wrists
The next time you think about jumping off that bridge
Just remember this
Its cliche but its true
You are not alone
Talk to someone, anyone, even if you dont feel like doing so
They rather read a long text of you venting than read your obituary
I love you guys, keep on living
Trapped inside my mind
Thoughts spiraling all the time
I wanna run and hide
Can't escape these feelings inside (x2)
Trying to drown myself in the music
To escape from the harsh world we live in
But i know i can't, i know i can't
Im just gonna try my best to keep on living
Family doubting me
Is what i deal with on the daily
They say "Chase your dreams"
But im starting to think its a lie
Like im trying to grind but you have doubts in your mind
And i start to feel like its all a waste of my time
Yeah i know that its probably unrealistic
Thats why at the moment im working jobs considered basic
Like im prepared when things dont go through as planned
But still there are times where i just wanna quit man
I think im depressed but at the same time i think not
Like im happy most days but is it a facade?
I know i have anxiety, it happens alot
But is that just it or is there something else going on
Whatever is going on, ill never consider suicide
Yeah i think about it but ill never ever try
Cause i refuse to let my thoughts lead to my demise
I dont wanna be the reason my mother cries
If you feel like you wanna die inside
What happens if you die on the outside
It will effect every single person you've met
You won't believe it but your death will have a strong lasting effect
It will take a long time to heal
Just kidding, they won't ever heal
They will forever miss you
When they hear a specific song on the radio
They will think of you and start bawling on the steering wheel
So the next time you think about downing those pills
The next time you think about slitting your wrists
The next time you think about jumping off that bridge
Just remember this
Its cliche but its true
You are not alone
Talk to someone, anyone, even if you dont feel like doing so
They rather read a long text of you venting than read your obituary
I love you guys, keep on living
Trapped inside my mind