Nightmares by TBoiSmoke Lyrics
(Intro:TBoiSmoke)
Yeah
Aye
TBoiSmoke up in this bitch, nigga
It's another pain song man
A Nightmare
(Verse:TBoiSmoke)
Aware of my surroundings
I'm way too alert
Too paranoia
My body is so cold, pneumonia
Back when i was young
Always around them youngins
Around them niggas, i was thuggin'
I just want a girl to love, and who love huggin'
To numb my pain
To erase my stain
I ruin people they lives
Cause i know i hurt my family when i was charged again
Pain, rain, blood spurting out my neck vein
Blew me away
Made you pull the knife back
And even though i don't know you
Yeah, you changed my life
You showed me what the world was actually like
And even though i could've been impaled by a spike
That day, you gave me another dawn
Made me greatful for this life that i live
All this codeine up on my liver
It's so cold it make my spine shiver
I miss my people's
Yeah it was me, stealing money
Like a seagul, take the bread
Blame somebody else instead
You always made sure i was fed
Yet we always were at war
Still our peace is far
Always in my heart
Still love and hate
Since the start, will it be different?
Maybe but i wasn't trying to change
I guess that's just out of my range
I guess we just found it strange
It's set in stone
I was thrown off the throne
Let's face it, i'm a clone
Where the old me at, need you more than ever
I guess that's something i wouldn't have said, never
My own homies changed on me
You ruined my life
Depressed and deprived me
You got me smoking on tea, give me my chill, my relax
I ain't never had to pay my tax
I'm homeless, i'm always on tour
I put in more than four
Grams, rest in peace to Yams
And sure, my mind full of murder and suicide
Give you body slams
I hate my life
Cry my pain away at night
The pain is too much
My thoughts are playing my mind
I just wanna be gone
Don't tell me to stay strong
Give me shit
Speak your brain
Cry my pain away
I'm smoking fake bloods, up out the ashtray
Why y'all hating me?
Simple for you
I don't feel hurt, i don't feel pain anymore
My heart is already broken
I have a ball up in my throat, i'm choking
I got tats when i lift my sleeve, still got murder on my mind
But my deal was already signed
Places where you shoot, pop in the outlines
My pain is outlined
If you search my place, can't say what you'll find
I'd rather say that i want all the smoke
You disturbed my peace
Like a dog i'm on a leash
Chained up in hell
My life or my soul imma sell
Rise to the top
I ain't never gonna stop
I love working for hip-hop
I cried, suicide i tried
I fail, i took off on a boat
And, i sailed away
Life can be better
I ain't got no love, the love of my life is with another nigga
The world is cruel
Pain and tears are my fuel
All y'all hoes is tripping
And need to pay up
I won't mind, so i move out
Movin' away, issa dub
All alone up in my room
I sweep my pain away, with a broom
Depressed, but i don't need help
(Outro)
Yeah
Death on my mind
Steady up on my mind
Stop hating on me because i'm too kind
Fuck!
Yeah
Aye
TBoiSmoke up in this bitch, nigga
It's another pain song man
A Nightmare
(Verse:TBoiSmoke)
Aware of my surroundings
I'm way too alert
Too paranoia
My body is so cold, pneumonia
Back when i was young
Always around them youngins
Around them niggas, i was thuggin'
I just want a girl to love, and who love huggin'
To numb my pain
To erase my stain
I ruin people they lives
Cause i know i hurt my family when i was charged again
Pain, rain, blood spurting out my neck vein
Blew me away
Made you pull the knife back
And even though i don't know you
Yeah, you changed my life
You showed me what the world was actually like
And even though i could've been impaled by a spike
That day, you gave me another dawn
Made me greatful for this life that i live
All this codeine up on my liver
It's so cold it make my spine shiver
I miss my people's
Yeah it was me, stealing money
Like a seagul, take the bread
Blame somebody else instead
You always made sure i was fed
Yet we always were at war
Still our peace is far
Always in my heart
Still love and hate
Since the start, will it be different?
Maybe but i wasn't trying to change
I guess that's just out of my range
I guess we just found it strange
It's set in stone
I was thrown off the throne
Let's face it, i'm a clone
Where the old me at, need you more than ever
I guess that's something i wouldn't have said, never
My own homies changed on me
You ruined my life
Depressed and deprived me
You got me smoking on tea, give me my chill, my relax
I ain't never had to pay my tax
I'm homeless, i'm always on tour
I put in more than four
Grams, rest in peace to Yams
And sure, my mind full of murder and suicide
Give you body slams
I hate my life
Cry my pain away at night
The pain is too much
My thoughts are playing my mind
I just wanna be gone
Don't tell me to stay strong
Give me shit
Speak your brain
Cry my pain away
I'm smoking fake bloods, up out the ashtray
Why y'all hating me?
Simple for you
I don't feel hurt, i don't feel pain anymore
My heart is already broken
I have a ball up in my throat, i'm choking
I got tats when i lift my sleeve, still got murder on my mind
But my deal was already signed
Places where you shoot, pop in the outlines
My pain is outlined
If you search my place, can't say what you'll find
I'd rather say that i want all the smoke
You disturbed my peace
Like a dog i'm on a leash
Chained up in hell
My life or my soul imma sell
Rise to the top
I ain't never gonna stop
I love working for hip-hop
I cried, suicide i tried
I fail, i took off on a boat
And, i sailed away
Life can be better
I ain't got no love, the love of my life is with another nigga
The world is cruel
Pain and tears are my fuel
All y'all hoes is tripping
And need to pay up
I won't mind, so i move out
Movin' away, issa dub
All alone up in my room
I sweep my pain away, with a broom
Depressed, but i don't need help
(Outro)
Yeah
Death on my mind
Steady up on my mind
Stop hating on me because i'm too kind
Fuck!