Misguided Interlude by TAKECAREVXBES Lyrics

[Verse 1: M.A.L.C.]
So I’m Standing In The Midst of Adversity
& Controversy

People Talking Pointing Fingers
They Purposely Trynna Hurt Me

Guess I’m The Topic On Everybody IG
I Promise You

Niggas Dissing Me Out Of Jealously
& Ion Even Follow You..

Everything Is Happening
Just As I Predicted

I’m Slowly Coming To The Fact
I May Be No Longer Gifted

Was This Shit Meant To Happen?
Was This Shit Really Scripted?
Left Me Out The Club Of Greatness
My Name Wasn’t Even Listed

Shit..

*scribbles*

My depression & anxiety has been getting worse lately.. & music hasn’t really been helping at all..
I mean I tried explaining to people why I feel the way I feel but..
& it seems as if people don’t listen to understand, they’d rather listen to reply
You get it?

Honestly I’m tired of explaining myself..

People Talking..

About how I’ve worked so hard for it to be just tossed aside or washed down the drain you feel me..

My problem is ..
Is that I don’t wanna windup driving myself crazy over this lifestyle, I got a taste of what that shit could feel like and man..

So Much Built Up Frustration & Pain
& Music Got Me Numb To It All
I Didn’t Know That Chasing Dreams
Would Fuck My Life Up This Far..
M.A.L.C. huh.. oh.. the definition?
Misguided. And. Lost. Conservative

It’s Like I Want Change, For The Better
For The World & Myself
But..
I Feel As If I Cannot See Myself
Being Eligible Enough For Change..