Suicide Notes by TAGG (Trapper) Lyrics
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Let's go, this is a real true story
From Tagg
Mom, I'm sorry for everything I've done
Hard as I have worked never been number one
Son this isn't fun Left I have none
I'm a hamburger without the bun I'm stunned
From my own family shunned, in my left hand's the gun
I think I might end it for good ain't got any food
All my anger's startin to brood, all those chances I blew
If only I had knew, only one thing left to do
Put on my left and right shoe, but all I hear is boo
They're sayin "You suck at life dude, You're a loser no one likes you"
I just wanted to win, now I feel blue, to myself no longer stay true
I realize I was given a crappy view, Now I want to be snapped in two
Either that or be zapped by lightning too, sadness is everything I spew
Gladness will never be truth but I maintain my youth
Is it because of anger that spills out my booth? Or more sadly my depression
Somehow keep myself second guessin, no one ever invested
Time or money into this lame kid, Now he's damaged and a bandage
Won't help himself heal or manage, the whelps and bruises I can't stand it
Sometimes I wanna swap out cards I was handed, sometimes I'm gonna knock out bars that have branded
Me as a criminal, wanna go out of this world with a whole bottle of Benadryl
The Aristotle model will bend my will, I feel myself slippin
Got the nozzle beside me and on this water I'm sippin
I see the walls movin am I trippin? I never had drugs so why am I flippin
Nuts or psycho, why am I holding the knife so
Walking Dead I bite you, or I aim for death
Am I the only sane one left, gotta catch my breath
Tears I have wept, I had never dreamt
I would get to where I'm at, and I mean so low
That you don't even feel like grass is below
You dealin blows to myself, I can't be helped
I yelped out but no one else felt my pain because they had their doubts
I shout so loud, yet no one ever cares I'm alone with nouns
Even they describe me with consonants and vowels
So vile they'd knock your dang tonsils out
That's why I've vowed to live life as if someone's always around
I hear voices like surround sound, I was bound to have been found
Now I have drowned saying "Goodbye cruel world"
Like a little schoolgirl, my head in the toilet swirled
Bullied by all ages of boys and girls, sullies from Monsters Inc. that stay burrowed
In my thoughts I have fought against this for too long I sought
To have a happy ending all for naught, Everyone says I'm way too soft
Let's go, this is a real true story
From Tagg
Mom, I'm sorry for everything I've done
Hard as I have worked never been number one
Son this isn't fun Left I have none
I'm a hamburger without the bun I'm stunned
From my own family shunned, in my left hand's the gun
I think I might end it for good ain't got any food
All my anger's startin to brood, all those chances I blew
If only I had knew, only one thing left to do
Put on my left and right shoe, but all I hear is boo
They're sayin "You suck at life dude, You're a loser no one likes you"
I just wanted to win, now I feel blue, to myself no longer stay true
I realize I was given a crappy view, Now I want to be snapped in two
Either that or be zapped by lightning too, sadness is everything I spew
Gladness will never be truth but I maintain my youth
Is it because of anger that spills out my booth? Or more sadly my depression
Somehow keep myself second guessin, no one ever invested
Time or money into this lame kid, Now he's damaged and a bandage
Won't help himself heal or manage, the whelps and bruises I can't stand it
Sometimes I wanna swap out cards I was handed, sometimes I'm gonna knock out bars that have branded
Me as a criminal, wanna go out of this world with a whole bottle of Benadryl
The Aristotle model will bend my will, I feel myself slippin
Got the nozzle beside me and on this water I'm sippin
I see the walls movin am I trippin? I never had drugs so why am I flippin
Nuts or psycho, why am I holding the knife so
Walking Dead I bite you, or I aim for death
Am I the only sane one left, gotta catch my breath
Tears I have wept, I had never dreamt
I would get to where I'm at, and I mean so low
That you don't even feel like grass is below
You dealin blows to myself, I can't be helped
I yelped out but no one else felt my pain because they had their doubts
I shout so loud, yet no one ever cares I'm alone with nouns
Even they describe me with consonants and vowels
So vile they'd knock your dang tonsils out
That's why I've vowed to live life as if someone's always around
I hear voices like surround sound, I was bound to have been found
Now I have drowned saying "Goodbye cruel world"
Like a little schoolgirl, my head in the toilet swirled
Bullied by all ages of boys and girls, sullies from Monsters Inc. that stay burrowed
In my thoughts I have fought against this for too long I sought
To have a happy ending all for naught, Everyone says I'm way too soft