Back to the Start by T11 Lyrics
Open the door, welcome to the T11 show
There's a lot of pretty faces in here that I don't know
A lot of empty souls that do a lot of ugly things
But we all keep secrets, 'cause we all have dreams
And I sing to free the demons from my being
Soaring throught the sky from the summer to the spring
Spread your wings my angel and never come back
You're better off without me and we both know that's a fact
Stay on track, don't be scared to fly away
I lay awake at night dreaming about the day that I can leave this place
But it's hard to erase all the nights that I spent being a pure disgrace
But you wipped my slate clean for reasons I don't know
You built me up high when I was feeling low
You gave me your heart when I needed a soul
And now I owe you my life and I thank you for sure
I thank you girl, from the bottom of my broken heart
What should've broke us down we did not let tear us apart
And now it's back to the start
Back to the part that we used to be so smart
I thank you, for all the nights that you hugged me
Put your arms around me and told me that you loved me
But it doesn't make sense
From a distance it seems you should've put up a fence
But I'll take it for what it's worth
I told you to leave, you called me a jerk
You told me you loved me more then anybody else
I told you that I needed some help
You told me it's okay we can work things out
I'd be gone for a while but be back without a doubt
I told you that I loved you for understanding
Through all the bullshit you were never too demanding
But I don't know why
When I think of how I treated you it makes me wanna cry
You best believe I'm gonna try
To work things out, this is not goodbye
I thank you girl, from the bottom of my broken heart
What should've broke us down we did not let tear us apart
And now it's back to the start
Back to the part that we used to be so smart
Now we've come a long way, but we still ain't done
Can't forget about where we've been and what we've become
It's like, it was fun, but is it really fun
When you're so fucking high that your thoughts are even numb?
Nope, not at all
I should've picked up when you tried to call
I should've done a lot, but did nothing at all
Until I let myself fall
I had to hit the ground so I could re-learn to crawl
And now I'm back on my feet
With the blood of my past still stained on my sheets
Shit, but I guess that's how it goes
At least now I'm comfortable inside my own clothes
So forget the past but not the pain
Remember that the sunshine still comes after the rain
Girl, what you did for me I can't expain
Free the demons from my past, help me break those chains
I thank you girl, from the bottom of my broken heart
What should've broke us down we did not let tear us apart
And now it's back to the start
Back to the part that we used to be so smart
We're going back to the start
There's a lot of pretty faces in here that I don't know
A lot of empty souls that do a lot of ugly things
But we all keep secrets, 'cause we all have dreams
And I sing to free the demons from my being
Soaring throught the sky from the summer to the spring
Spread your wings my angel and never come back
You're better off without me and we both know that's a fact
Stay on track, don't be scared to fly away
I lay awake at night dreaming about the day that I can leave this place
But it's hard to erase all the nights that I spent being a pure disgrace
But you wipped my slate clean for reasons I don't know
You built me up high when I was feeling low
You gave me your heart when I needed a soul
And now I owe you my life and I thank you for sure
I thank you girl, from the bottom of my broken heart
What should've broke us down we did not let tear us apart
And now it's back to the start
Back to the part that we used to be so smart
I thank you, for all the nights that you hugged me
Put your arms around me and told me that you loved me
But it doesn't make sense
From a distance it seems you should've put up a fence
But I'll take it for what it's worth
I told you to leave, you called me a jerk
You told me you loved me more then anybody else
I told you that I needed some help
You told me it's okay we can work things out
I'd be gone for a while but be back without a doubt
I told you that I loved you for understanding
Through all the bullshit you were never too demanding
But I don't know why
When I think of how I treated you it makes me wanna cry
You best believe I'm gonna try
To work things out, this is not goodbye
I thank you girl, from the bottom of my broken heart
What should've broke us down we did not let tear us apart
And now it's back to the start
Back to the part that we used to be so smart
Now we've come a long way, but we still ain't done
Can't forget about where we've been and what we've become
It's like, it was fun, but is it really fun
When you're so fucking high that your thoughts are even numb?
Nope, not at all
I should've picked up when you tried to call
I should've done a lot, but did nothing at all
Until I let myself fall
I had to hit the ground so I could re-learn to crawl
And now I'm back on my feet
With the blood of my past still stained on my sheets
Shit, but I guess that's how it goes
At least now I'm comfortable inside my own clothes
So forget the past but not the pain
Remember that the sunshine still comes after the rain
Girl, what you did for me I can't expain
Free the demons from my past, help me break those chains
I thank you girl, from the bottom of my broken heart
What should've broke us down we did not let tear us apart
And now it's back to the start
Back to the part that we used to be so smart
We're going back to the start