Anesthesiac by T. Hayes Lyrics
[Hook]
I can love you
I can love you
I can love you
I can love you better
[Verse 1]
This ones for the kids livin' stuck without a father
Daughters livin' just to model cause' your mama never bothered
I am sorry for your heart I never would've thought the dark would spark a haunted window monster in a world so fuckin' garbage
I'm an artist but
I can only do so much
I promise to do better
Pick your head up lil mama
Tell your brother he's a star without a bottle or a chopper Got a lot of niggas droppin'
"To live or die" was always more than just the motto
It's your life
Do you wanna die? Or do you wanna stand and fight for freedom?
Best believe that all this nigga shit won't free shit
People screamin' for a day when we'll stop and look around
All the mess that was created, all the hate that was elated
It all came from in our hearts plus all the darkness parked above us
Just spread love and trust each other or we'll never see the change
Young, dumb, and depraved
Hearts numb from the pain
Eyes strained from the tears
Yeah we stuck in our ways but
[Hook]
I can love you
I can love you
I can love you
I can love you better
[Verse 2]
Girl I tried so hard to be really that nigga for ya
Be the one that pick you up and love ya make you feel important
But you took that shit for granted
Ain't no way to reprimand it
And I'm tryna understand but I can't breathe and I can't stand it
Babygirl
Why you be like this girl I gave you the world
Said I'll never leave you girl and I gave you my word
Until we started moving south
To your heart you pulled me in I was moving in you moving out
So I said "fuck"
I ain't gotta fuckin' put up with this shit
And say you never lie but thats a lie you make me sick
You ever do this to your ex?
He have to put up with this shit?
Remember how he cheated on you, broke your heart to fuckin' bits
How you treated him so good and he treated you so bad
But you ain't wanna leave cause' his love was all you had
Young, dumb, and depraved
Heart numb from the pain
Eyes strained from them tears
Yeah you stuck in your ways but
[Hook]
I can love you
I can love you
I can love you
I can love you better
[Verse 3]
I'm alone
And I'd rather be alone
And my fam be steady callin' and I don’t dare pick up the phone
It ain't shit to talk about
What, "how you doing how was school?"
When they don’t even know all of the pain that I've ensued
Look
I keep all my demons buried with me when I sleep
So that way I'll never have to worry for the weak
I ain't tryna be no hero negro I just want the people to believe in life that the good shall outweigh the evil
But is it true?
Wouldn’t God give us a clue?
Maybe why the sky is either always black or fuckin' blue
Seems we'll never see the promise land
Cautious in our darkest lands
Heartless since my father took a part out of my heart and man
Shit has never been the same for me
I do not care for all your sympathetics or apologies
No halos just a draco and a big ol' thing of lean
Seen niggas on my corner broke and sleeping in the street
I still can't forget that night
In my memories its framed
When he kicked me out the car
Left me crying in the rain
Young, dumb, and depraved
Heart numb from the pain
Eyes strained from the tears
Yeah I'm stuck in my ways
I can love you
I can love you
I can love you
I can love you better
[Verse 1]
This ones for the kids livin' stuck without a father
Daughters livin' just to model cause' your mama never bothered
I am sorry for your heart I never would've thought the dark would spark a haunted window monster in a world so fuckin' garbage
I'm an artist but
I can only do so much
I promise to do better
Pick your head up lil mama
Tell your brother he's a star without a bottle or a chopper Got a lot of niggas droppin'
"To live or die" was always more than just the motto
It's your life
Do you wanna die? Or do you wanna stand and fight for freedom?
Best believe that all this nigga shit won't free shit
People screamin' for a day when we'll stop and look around
All the mess that was created, all the hate that was elated
It all came from in our hearts plus all the darkness parked above us
Just spread love and trust each other or we'll never see the change
Young, dumb, and depraved
Hearts numb from the pain
Eyes strained from the tears
Yeah we stuck in our ways but
[Hook]
I can love you
I can love you
I can love you
I can love you better
[Verse 2]
Girl I tried so hard to be really that nigga for ya
Be the one that pick you up and love ya make you feel important
But you took that shit for granted
Ain't no way to reprimand it
And I'm tryna understand but I can't breathe and I can't stand it
Babygirl
Why you be like this girl I gave you the world
Said I'll never leave you girl and I gave you my word
Until we started moving south
To your heart you pulled me in I was moving in you moving out
So I said "fuck"
I ain't gotta fuckin' put up with this shit
And say you never lie but thats a lie you make me sick
You ever do this to your ex?
He have to put up with this shit?
Remember how he cheated on you, broke your heart to fuckin' bits
How you treated him so good and he treated you so bad
But you ain't wanna leave cause' his love was all you had
Young, dumb, and depraved
Heart numb from the pain
Eyes strained from them tears
Yeah you stuck in your ways but
[Hook]
I can love you
I can love you
I can love you
I can love you better
[Verse 3]
I'm alone
And I'd rather be alone
And my fam be steady callin' and I don’t dare pick up the phone
It ain't shit to talk about
What, "how you doing how was school?"
When they don’t even know all of the pain that I've ensued
Look
I keep all my demons buried with me when I sleep
So that way I'll never have to worry for the weak
I ain't tryna be no hero negro I just want the people to believe in life that the good shall outweigh the evil
But is it true?
Wouldn’t God give us a clue?
Maybe why the sky is either always black or fuckin' blue
Seems we'll never see the promise land
Cautious in our darkest lands
Heartless since my father took a part out of my heart and man
Shit has never been the same for me
I do not care for all your sympathetics or apologies
No halos just a draco and a big ol' thing of lean
Seen niggas on my corner broke and sleeping in the street
I still can't forget that night
In my memories its framed
When he kicked me out the car
Left me crying in the rain
Young, dumb, and depraved
Heart numb from the pain
Eyes strained from the tears
Yeah I'm stuck in my ways