Alternative Facts by T. Hayes Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I ain't ask to born in this world
If I had choice I'd prolly mourn for the girls
Mourn for the morning
Pour four for the homie
Fourth quarter in my story this the moral for the plot twist
Livin all alone in my home but its homies on my phone
I can't feel for the love if they got it
If its all I know how the fuck I'm supposed to grow
Just to show a little glow in my cockpit
I wish life was easy if its right its harder
What kinda sense is this if I want a life for starters
I'm just goin through the motions
I guess theres no emotions I need just to bleed all my pain and devotion
Life is hard mothafucker my pipe is hard
I feel alone in the light of God If I fight to crawl
How will I fend against a lightly jog
I been a menace since a pintly pawn
This ain't life at all this ain't livin, is this right with yall
This ain't livin this is right with yall in the depths of hell
Feel the devil feel his endless spell
Ain't no heaven but this’ll do for now
So pain in my heart
Darkness it spreads like a flame in the park
Heartless I bled all my pain into art
Love drains, blood stains, I remain in the dark
Regardless I still put my flame in the pot
Leavin niggas drained can't attain what I got
But I'm running low on flames can't attain what I got
This is harder Im up for starters I just wanna fuckin die, i don’t care who bothers
[Chorus]
I can't feel my heart spread open I can't feel my pain
Darkness spreads my arms wide open, cradle in my grave
Its all its all its all it is all
All I have to live for I have to die for
Nothing suits me better
[Verse 2]
Can't feel it, can't feel it
I'm hopeless, I'm peelin, I'm homeless, no gimmicks
I've lost whats known as limits, don’t call my phone I'm dickin
Don’t call my phone I'm diggin in my skin with this fork
And it sends euphoric emissions I love her we're finished
My fault was my feelings its haunting my mind is so sadistic
I can't even fuck hoes it don’t feel the same way
I just wanna just love those who can feel the same way
But I'm outta luck though I ran out of patience
And I'm outta control lock me in the basement If theres really one goal
Why so many fake it, I just wanna be alone
Leave me when I say, shit and its nothin personal I just need some spacious
And its moments like in those I need you the greatest
I know its hard to be me in everyday life
I know my scars they bleed easy, everyday night
If tears my tears could taste better
The rain could stay whether the sunshine in my life dies forever
Then maybe I won't take my life
But the scars that are carved come and take my right
Got no control over those if they hold me better
Take the soul from my throat and never let me get up I'm beggin
[Chorus]
I can't feel my heart spread open I can't feel my pain
Darkness spreads my arms wide open, cradle in my grave
Its all its all its all it is all
All I have to live for I have to die for
Nothing suits me better
I ain't ask to born in this world
If I had choice I'd prolly mourn for the girls
Mourn for the morning
Pour four for the homie
Fourth quarter in my story this the moral for the plot twist
Livin all alone in my home but its homies on my phone
I can't feel for the love if they got it
If its all I know how the fuck I'm supposed to grow
Just to show a little glow in my cockpit
I wish life was easy if its right its harder
What kinda sense is this if I want a life for starters
I'm just goin through the motions
I guess theres no emotions I need just to bleed all my pain and devotion
Life is hard mothafucker my pipe is hard
I feel alone in the light of God If I fight to crawl
How will I fend against a lightly jog
I been a menace since a pintly pawn
This ain't life at all this ain't livin, is this right with yall
This ain't livin this is right with yall in the depths of hell
Feel the devil feel his endless spell
Ain't no heaven but this’ll do for now
So pain in my heart
Darkness it spreads like a flame in the park
Heartless I bled all my pain into art
Love drains, blood stains, I remain in the dark
Regardless I still put my flame in the pot
Leavin niggas drained can't attain what I got
But I'm running low on flames can't attain what I got
This is harder Im up for starters I just wanna fuckin die, i don’t care who bothers
[Chorus]
I can't feel my heart spread open I can't feel my pain
Darkness spreads my arms wide open, cradle in my grave
Its all its all its all it is all
All I have to live for I have to die for
Nothing suits me better
[Verse 2]
Can't feel it, can't feel it
I'm hopeless, I'm peelin, I'm homeless, no gimmicks
I've lost whats known as limits, don’t call my phone I'm dickin
Don’t call my phone I'm diggin in my skin with this fork
And it sends euphoric emissions I love her we're finished
My fault was my feelings its haunting my mind is so sadistic
I can't even fuck hoes it don’t feel the same way
I just wanna just love those who can feel the same way
But I'm outta luck though I ran out of patience
And I'm outta control lock me in the basement If theres really one goal
Why so many fake it, I just wanna be alone
Leave me when I say, shit and its nothin personal I just need some spacious
And its moments like in those I need you the greatest
I know its hard to be me in everyday life
I know my scars they bleed easy, everyday night
If tears my tears could taste better
The rain could stay whether the sunshine in my life dies forever
Then maybe I won't take my life
But the scars that are carved come and take my right
Got no control over those if they hold me better
Take the soul from my throat and never let me get up I'm beggin
[Chorus]
I can't feel my heart spread open I can't feel my pain
Darkness spreads my arms wide open, cradle in my grave
Its all its all its all it is all
All I have to live for I have to die for
Nothing suits me better