Once and Future by Symphony of Distraction Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Runnin' 'round in circles
A timer in my hand
Hoping that someday I'll be fast enough
This isn't a dilemma
I'm just bored and unfulfilled and can't associate with anyone
I'm drinking on a schedule
To keep it in control
So I don't ever have to quit outright
I'm cutting out amphetamines and coffee after four
So I can finally get to sleep at night

[Chorus]
Since everything I want is in the future
And everything I've earned is in the past
Then all I have now is apologies
But someday I will learn to please the Once and Future me

[Verse 1 repeated]
Runnin' 'round in circles
A timer in my hand
Hoping that someday I'll be fast enough
This isn't a dilemma
I'm just bored and unfulfilled and can't associate with anyone
I'm drinking on a schedule
To keep it in control
So I don't ever have to quit outright
I'm cutting out amphetamines and coffee after four
So I can finally get to sleep at night
[Chorus]
Since everything I want is in the future
And everything I've earned is in the past
Then all I have now is apologies
But someday I will learn to please the Once and Future