Rot Decay by Sybil Cyndis Lyrics

Is this all I’m good for
Wasting my years of youth & beauty
On men who only want one night stands
Reluctantly agreeing just to feel something temporarily
As if I’m wanted & desired beyond just the hourglass figurine on the dresser

Once the apple of their eye
When they finish taking a bite
Leave me to rot & decay in the dark
Beautiful on the out but rotted inside
Just leave me to rot & decay every time

Always coming in second
Forеver finishing last
Not the brightest crayon in thе box
The toy that never gets picked
The child left behind

Once the apple of their eye
When they finish taking a bite
Leave me to rot & decay in the dark
Beautiful on the out but rotted inside
Just leave me to rot & decay every time
Constantly chasing fulfilment in all the wrong places
Falling down a rabbit hole of low self esteem
Questioning whether i'm huggable or just playable
Stuck as a bizarro version of myself
Maybe i’m meant to rot, rot, rot & decay
Just rot, rot, rot & decay
Jut rot, rot, rot & decay