Plastic by Sybil Cyndis Lyrics

He said plastic was his favorite thing
So I injected myself with Polyethylene
Modifying my being so he’d love me
All he cares for is my body but I don’t mind if it makes me his
Heavy anesthetic, still indifferent to all the pain
“Your looks are what’s important not your brain”
After this he’ll finally love me I say, truly believing
Stitching and bruising, hurting on the outside not yet within
He’ll love me now that i’m riddled with irreversible enhancements
Im finally the image of “perfect” he perceives
I wonder if he’ll recognize me
It’s amazing the lengths people in love will go to
Even the torture of changing my being
Finally he stands, awaiting my arrival, there’s hesitation in his eyes
I feel streams come from mine
Looks me up and down, his smile turned to a frown
Suddenly plastic wasn’t his favorite thing
All it took was for him to see it on me