Black Swan by Sybil Cyndis Lyrics

White feathers galore I believed
Naive, easily manipulated
Once odette, now odelle
Loving you twisted my heart into something vile
A sickness of the mind that I've found comfort in
Somewhere along the line I became someone else

Once the ugly duckling you pitied
I came into my own
Under the moonlight my feathers began to grow
A beautiful white swan I was expecting
That is until everything happened
Spinning & spinning
Crashing into the ground
Black feathers began to sprout
I found comfort in the darkness
Doing what others fear
I embraced it, immersed myself completely
Discovering that it was okay
To be in touch with your dark side
So self aware of all my darkest feelings
And within that I found a way to embrace the darkness & light
Do you remember when I was your one and only
Then u went out back to the lake and snapped my neck
Sat there and watched as I bled out
My eyes turning blood red as I watch you caress your new duckling

Indifferent to the heartbreak
You came crawling back with an engagement ring
Briefly I was your fiancé
Using deception to lead you on
Breaking your heart like you did mine all those years ago

Moments where im happy and feel content but
Let there be no misconception
I am not & will never be grey
A black swan now, forever, until my very last day