Oxcart Blues by Spider Bags Lyrics

I've made some mistakes
And I've been in no great shape
And I've stood on the shores of a thousand great lakes
And the tossed and do the bad bit beyond [?]

Wheres that cross
The subtleties are lost
I wonder who I am going to be this time
Yeah I wonder who I am going to be this time
Alright

I danced all night in a prison of my own invention
The guards were the difference between wrong and right
And the bars were good intentions
You know the bars were all filled with good intentions

So I asked my doctor what he could get to thwart despair
He just shrugged and said there ain't no pills that can make a man care
There ain't no pills that can make a man care

I'll be honest and I've been mean
I've been untrue and I've been clean
And I wonder who i'm going to be this time
Yeah I wonder who i'm going to be this time
I rode the road down to the wire
And left behind scorched earth
From that field of desires I only harvested earth
I had to burn myself to turn around and find another worth

I wonder who i'm going to be
Wonder who i'm going to be
I wonder who i'm going to be

This time
This time
This time
This time
This time