23 YO Outcast by Speych Lyrics

I just turned twenty-three last week dawg
And I still feel like an outcast
I fuckin' hate it

Uhh, I'm twenty-nine
And I have no clue what I'm doin'

Half dead, it's April
And I am almost twenty-three
Really don't know how I feel
I'm disappointed and I still bleed (Yeah)
High school sucked and so does love
Everybody thinks they know so much
I am stuck
I guess I drank the poison bottoms up
Still her image in my head
Gives me something to believe in
When in darkest nights
My demons ask me are you sleepin'
Don't fuckin' ask me how are you
Cuz I feel like a twenty-three-year-old outcast
And I can't be in a relationship
That will ever last
Cuz I'm fucked up, dying
So defiant, trying so hard
Lost like Alice
Fuck this may be my last ride, last ride

She's drunk lips all over me
She hates me she isn't over me
It's weird cuz we both kinda like this
She does bad stuff to me in private
Rich girl life
Likes bad guys
Likes depressed guys
I'm her type
World sucks
I know why I'm angry my whole life

Cuz I feel like a twenty-three-year-old outcast
And I can't be in a relationship
That will ever ever last
I'm fucked up, dying
So defiant, trying so hard
Lost like Alice
Fuck this may be my last ride, last ride
I will be your lover only for tonight babe
Both our hearts are broken
We are blending
You took my blood and left two neck wounds
Like a vampire
I'm Edward guess you're Bella
But no happy ending

Cuz I feel like a twenty-three-year-old outcast
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah

Cuz I feel like a twenty-three-year-old outcast
And I can't be in a relationship
That will ever ever last
I'm fucked up, dying
So defiant, trying so hard
Lost like Alice
Fuck this may be my last ride, last ride