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When Ill Grow Up by Sourashis Lyrics

Genre: rap | Year: 2021

Yeah
When I'll grow up, you know? what I'll do first
Yeah, everyone think I'll take revenge and I'll cursed
No, I don't want any revenge
If it is two option then I'll pick up the ignore once
A lot of people playing with my emotions, but I'm always quiet for my conscience

My love thinks I'm too disgusting person, she don't want to fallen in love again
My teacher thinks I'm too failure person, I can't make some money through my pen
My parents think I'm too lazy person, I can't stand up if I fallen again
My friends think I'm too liar person, I always want to grow up without them

Maybe I'm fallen in love so many times, now she don't want to hear my name
I wasted too much time being cry and sad, my friend is only pain
Yeah, I admit that, I can't be like you, I'm happy as alone, I create own game
After rejected so many times, after broken now my downfall is my new address

I see every time when I release new music, people always jump on me
They want to criticize me every time actually they don't want to see me happy
Avoiding every person all the time, now my world are empty I feel lonely
Music is my first love, music always with me, when no one cares about me
When I'll grow up I'll create a new face with a new name (yeah)
I'll remember everything, what did I wrong, why I'm always fail (yeah)
When I'll grow up I'll create a battlefield with lots of hate and pain (yeah)
I know I'm living in world right now, but feels like I'm live in hell (yeah)

When I'll grow up I'll create a new face with a new name (yeah)
I'll remember everything, what did I wrong, why I'm always fail (yeah)
When I'll grow up I'll create a battlefield with lots of hate and pain (yeah)
I know I'm living in world right now, but feels like I'm live in hell (yeah)

My life is like a movie
Everything moving slowly
Feels like I'm in crowed, but people can't recognize me
Every time it's happen, but it's not their problem it's mine
When people find my mistakes, I'm feel like I'm dyne
I'm too aggressive in my dark side (yeah)

I'm not sad this time, your hate always motive me
Ego is my downfall, so maybe my pride wanna kill me
Yeah, I'm always reading in my rap, cause your rap didn't shake me
Yeah, I don't know about culture, cause I'm came in this too early
You never know anything about me

Now everything when was gone, I don't want anything I just want peace
My sadness, my pain always motive me, it's every time reflects on my release
You never want me, you always laughing on my work, you always hate this
Never get any peace, never be happy, yes this is the definition of Sourashis
When I'll grow up I'll create a new face with a new name (yeah)
I'll remember everything, what did I wrong, why I'm always fail (yeah)
When I'll grow up I'll create a battlefield with lots of hate and pain (yeah)
I know I'm living in world right now, but feels like I'm live in hell (yeah)

When I'll grow up I'll create a new face with a new name (yeah)
I'll remember everything, what did I wrong, why I'm always fail (yeah)
When I'll grow up I'll create a battlefield with lots of hate and pain (yeah)
I know I'm living in world right now, but feels like I'm live in hell (yeah)

Every time when I saw dreams, something wrong happened in my mind
My flows are same, every time they complain that I can't rapping for my life
Without going hustle, being a simple family member, my dreams never success in this life
Maybe I'm born for something, but what I never find

I'm struggling, it's already two years, with a new name, everything is new
I get it, it's not your problem, you can't see the world in Sourashis's view
If you think you're great for criticizing me, I'm real you making yourself fool
Check my dashboard guys, I'm always cool and calm with my real tool

I don't want so much, I am always happy with a little things
You'll never forget about me, you'll never forget what I always like to bring
I don't care what people think about me and what think about my dream
It's my life, I'm king here every time took lessons from sadness, now I know what my priority is

When I'll grow up I'll create a new face with a new name (yeah)
I'll remember everything, what did I wrong, why I'm always fail (yeah)
When I'll grow up I'll create a battlefield with lots of hate and pain (yeah)
I know I'm living in world right now, but feels like I'm live in hell (yeah)
When I'll grow up I'll create a new face with a new name (yeah)
I'll remember everything, what did I wrong, why I'm always fail (yeah)
When I'll grow up I'll create a battlefield with lots of hate and pain (yeah)
I know I'm living in world right now, but feels like I'm live in hell (yeah)