My Future by Sourashis Lyrics

Yeah
Growing up in hate and getting so much advice
I want to be different, some ignore, some call it nice
My life is a game, my sadness and happiness is two side of a dice
Why you don't use in your life your so much advice

I'm talking about different cause I change my soul with name
Everybody give me knowledge but now I don't care about them
They say that you singing in wrong style you'll never get actual fame
But listen I'm here to telling my story I'm not here to impressed them
(impressed them)

I write everything what everyday happens in my life
Maybe my songs is different so maybe people hate my vibe
I got some fake comfort, yeah I'm happy with that hate can't make my life
Never want to different cause in the world same peoples only can survive

I was spending my life but when I entered this game its shacking my mind
I got some advice from life quotes, its say never give up you'll see good time
I don't know when will come my good time I only face bad time
Sometimes I hate myself, I got some dark thoughts sometimes I hate my mind
People has so much interest more than their own life
If first time you let them then they always criticize
I'm not talking about social thing I'm most experienced guy
Love betrayal with me but I'm still survive cause from inside I'm died
I learned how to hide
( I learned how to hide)
Things all change when you saw me but you never speak a single word
You never know when I saw you every time I hurt
Maybe you find someone new but I'm still alone since we fall apart
You never cheated with me, you just give me lessons what I never got
(never got)

I'm remember the days when everyone like to call me unsmart
I know since I born people like to ignore me and happy with that
I've problem I don't talk with people so much that's why they don't give me attention so much
I've dream in my eye, I like to learn but my life never going as I thought

I born this earth alone, I grow up in shadow of god
But people still have problem about my life what I've planned
I've dream a lot, I've dangerous thoughts
People say think how you'll be rich never think what you have
You're not a god

I'm not in mood again, I expressed all through my pen
Without happiness in my life I only see my pain again
I'm too depressed now I want my childhood and happiness again
I only love you you're my only love, after you I never fallen in love again (fallen in love again)

Never hate yourself cause maybe one day you'll be the greatest one
Never waste your life, just see you've lot of things but you've come with none
Thanks to god give me a beautiful and depressed life I'm really grateful to god
I'm always obsessed but end of the day I'm think I've lot of work to be done
Your life is not a game that you'll quite in the middle
Every person has different mission, who don't want you skip them
Maybe our parents told us that life need success, you should think what you will do after
Cause our parents want to see us happy they worried about our future

Yeah, now I'm talking about life, bur what I do in past I remember
I do a lot of mistakes and every time I hurt my father and mother
Maybe I want to live different always yeah I don't think about my future
All things are going too fast, life is moving I need to think about my future