Hurts to see you doing well by Soorin Lyrics

Went down to a bar last night
Finished a drink or two
Before walking home
I smell like cigarettes
Don't need you to tell me that I'm a mess

This haze made me go insane
'Cause I lost my way again
I keep having flashbacks of you
I can't hide the fucking truth
I didn't want to

Damn

I'm not gonna lie to myself
It hurts to see you doing well
Miss how you looked into my eyes
I held that moment on for tonight
I'm so intoxicated
Over-stimulated
That everything feels numb
Babe, I won't lie to myself
It hurts to see you doing well
I wanna block out my senses
'Cause I know that I look so desperate
Can't deny this connection
But I lost your attention

Running out of excuses to talk to you
Just bear with me for a sec I know it's you
Is it selfish to kiss whoever I want to
Just to soften the blow

I'm not gonna lie to myself
It hurts to see you doing well
Miss how you looked into my eyes
I held that moment on for tonight
I'm so intoxicated
Over-stimulated
That everything feels numb
Babe, I won't lie to myself
It hurts to see you doing well

Baby you
You don't have a clue, do you?
You make me cry
All my feelings out each night

Baby you
Make it hard for me to hate you
How could I know why
I fall in love every time
I'm not gonna lie to myself
Thinking of you just feels like hell
Wish you would hold my hand tight
I'll never find someone like you in my life
It's so complicated
How we ended
Everything feels rough
I'm not gonna lie to myself
It hurts to see you doing well