Unintentional by Solo (Maryland) Lyrics

[Verse 1: Solo]
She wasn't there when I walked in
I was paying rent for a coffin
Feel like it's doomed so often
Tell me what the cost is
Arm or a leg take my heart if you want to instead
Thoughts in my head
Convince me I'm dead but
Here I stand watch me limp to the end
Slave to the stress as I race into debt
When I fall I just leap back up
Two steps foward
But three steps fucked
Sink when I climb
Will the sky reach us
If I just look up
Would you break my trust
You can catch me slumped
Couldn't breathe
Tough luck
Need to eat
No lunch
And my gut feels punched
Rearrange my love
If it takes too much
[Verse 2: Solo]
Silent on the set though
In-between the scenes
Watch me chase her silhouette or
Focus on the pain of everything
That I regret torn
Maybe I'm deranged
Did you say I'm the aggressor
Doesn't seem like that
When the same scratched track
Hits my brain
Like that
When it whips my back
Leave a scar so deep
You can see I'm cracked

[Outro: Solo]
But to you it's a wound
No deeper than flesh
Burnt out guess
So I ash now right
Put a mask on right