Its A Boy by So Much Light Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Can I cry now
I'm alone
Everybodys laughing
That I lost my control
They're not laughing anymore

I said I'm sorry
But I dont mean it
I'm afraid
They know my secret

Through a bunch of my closest friends
Scaredy might realize I'm scared of him

[Chorus 1]
Boys being boys becoming being men
Build it back up so we can burn it again
I don't need friends pretend to be enemies
And I don't want to listen unless you're louder than me
Nothing cuts through the noise
I've got no choice who to be

[Verse 2]
They don't see me
They don't know
Everyone against me
No time to reload
Not playin anymore

Said Iwas sorry
I didn't mean it
There's no reward for showing weakness
I fear myself more than I fear them
My head grows heavy with consequence

[Bridge]
Clouds are passing over me
I won't let them take me
Inside the voice is whispering
Nothings gonna make you whole

Don't know what came over me
Sometimes I'm so angry
Like the darkest part of me
Rises up and takes control
[Chorus 2]
Boys being boys becoming being men
Lets build it up so we can burn it again
I don't want friends pretent to be enemies
And I don't want to listen unless you're louder than me

Boys being boys becoming being men
Build it up burn it down build it again
Every mistake is just what I meant to do
And I can't stand by me so how could I stand by you

Nothing cuts through the noise ive got no choice who to be
And I need to be hurt/heard but crying makes me feel weak