what a hard thing to learn by Sight. Lyrics

Mukhtata, you were right all along
Never get out of bed

Mukhtata, you were right all along
I don’t have any friends. my friends don’t have any friends

Taking the pain day by day
And everything is grey

I can't take this wind
Can't take this rain
Handle this life
What i do now
Is not up to me
Not up to you
We'll just wait and see

Are you happy?
Are you aware?
Are you at home?
Are you satisfied?
Are you lonely?

Jesus Christ, could this be more lonely?
Jesus Christ, could we be more lonely?