Grey by Sight. Lyrics

As you’re leaving
I realize
It’s been this way my whole life
As you’re leaving
I realize
I need to find a new way to
Live my life

You only love me when you’re drunk
I’ve never loved you at all
And this opens a void
Into which my mind pours
I feel so far from well

Choking on hunger
I can't eat
Finally
I haven't felt this way in a
Year
It's been a while since I could
Feel
And now I’m staring at the ceiling
And it all means
Nothing
Everything
Everything is nothing
Everything is grey