Crawl Line by Sevenchurch Lyrics
I can't sleep, I can't breathe, it's too hot
I'm too troubled, open the window I need some air
I feel so stifled in here
It's been so long, so long since last I slept
I just want, I just need to get out, to get away
Restless state, awake, head rotates thought
To be alone, alone in the night
In my dismay, mind overwrought
Now I look down on the change with no pride
Ideal and standard consumed in the tide
Tired of confusion, depression drown me
Driven by conscience, a stone in the sea
Dazed, slipping, spinning, whirling, reeling inside
Pressure killing me, passion filling me, problems pulling me down
Clawing through the pain, clinging to the sane, clutching straws again
Ice cold rain seeps down my spine
It chills the bone, with bitter lines
The freezing wind, through sodden clothes
What type of fool am I?
Out in the dark I'm all alone
I must be mad to try
Behind a mask child within, bitten feel the bitter sting
Inside awaken something new, one mind torn in two
It's so cold
No commendation for all I've done
No compensation tonight will come
No celebration, no contribution
No communion from constitution
Proud but dazed I contemplate my situation
In many ways I complicate conciliation
So many greys so many contradictions
So many days confronting my convictions
Is there no other way? Is there a better way?
I won't believe it. It can't be true
Secrets, so many secrets, lies, little white lies
Secrets, so many secrets, lies, eat me inside
Raised as one. Sad truth
Last son. Remorse of youth
They are lust. Dark pain
Life cost. I can't regain
Torn in two. My head
Red, blue. So many dead
All around me city falling down
Chaos surrounds, darkness abounds
Decay of our nation, silent crawl to the edge
In disintegration as we enter the web. I'm no hero
I'm too troubled, open the window I need some air
I feel so stifled in here
It's been so long, so long since last I slept
I just want, I just need to get out, to get away
Restless state, awake, head rotates thought
To be alone, alone in the night
In my dismay, mind overwrought
Now I look down on the change with no pride
Ideal and standard consumed in the tide
Tired of confusion, depression drown me
Driven by conscience, a stone in the sea
Dazed, slipping, spinning, whirling, reeling inside
Pressure killing me, passion filling me, problems pulling me down
Clawing through the pain, clinging to the sane, clutching straws again
Ice cold rain seeps down my spine
It chills the bone, with bitter lines
The freezing wind, through sodden clothes
What type of fool am I?
Out in the dark I'm all alone
I must be mad to try
Behind a mask child within, bitten feel the bitter sting
Inside awaken something new, one mind torn in two
It's so cold
No commendation for all I've done
No compensation tonight will come
No celebration, no contribution
No communion from constitution
Proud but dazed I contemplate my situation
In many ways I complicate conciliation
So many greys so many contradictions
So many days confronting my convictions
Is there no other way? Is there a better way?
I won't believe it. It can't be true
Secrets, so many secrets, lies, little white lies
Secrets, so many secrets, lies, eat me inside
Raised as one. Sad truth
Last son. Remorse of youth
They are lust. Dark pain
Life cost. I can't regain
Torn in two. My head
Red, blue. So many dead
All around me city falling down
Chaos surrounds, darkness abounds
Decay of our nation, silent crawl to the edge
In disintegration as we enter the web. I'm no hero