Wondering Why by Senseless Lyrics
Struggled so hard so long
(Verse)
Wondering why I’m living this life
Wondering why I’m broken inside
Wondering why I’m doped up and high
Wondering why I’m lying and crying
Wondering why you pray on my demise
I keep on wishing I could die
Tried many times suicide
Why did I do it?
I don’t know why
I’m wondering why I'm wondering why
I’m alone and depressed
Has nobody noticed that I am a mess
Blessed with this curse
Stressing these words
Confessing my secrets is a lesson at worst
And a gift at best
Sleep all the time but my emotions won't rest
If life is a test your practice reflects I'm trying my best but it's still not enough
And I cannot lie my skin ain't as thick as the bitch that I love
I’d love to get up when my life gets tough
But lately I don't even wanna be alive
But I know there's people I can't leave behind
So I jot my feelings until I cry
Then when people ask I say I'm fine
I know that's a lie I’m in such a place
Empty inside but still full of rage
All of my energy going to waste
But its all out of anger
I'll deal with it later
Can't deal with these fakers they hitting me up
Know that they hate me but acting like love
Id throw them out but I can't get enough
Push them away just to pull them right back
Afraid of the future cause I reap the past
You sow it together you look past the seems like you look through the glass
No I ain't Alice and no I ain't happy
But I have just had it I wanna be happy
But I'm wondering why I'm alive
Dying inside but I just hide it
On suicide shit I just wanna die
And it's eating me alive cause I don't wanna lie
But I just wanna die yea I just wanna stop wondering
Why
(Verse)
Wondering why I’m living this life
Wondering why I’m broken inside
Wondering why I’m doped up and high
Wondering why I’m lying and crying
Wondering why you pray on my demise
I keep on wishing I could die
Tried many times suicide
Why did I do it?
I don’t know why
I’m wondering why I'm wondering why
I’m alone and depressed
Has nobody noticed that I am a mess
Blessed with this curse
Stressing these words
Confessing my secrets is a lesson at worst
And a gift at best
Sleep all the time but my emotions won't rest
If life is a test your practice reflects I'm trying my best but it's still not enough
And I cannot lie my skin ain't as thick as the bitch that I love
I’d love to get up when my life gets tough
But lately I don't even wanna be alive
But I know there's people I can't leave behind
So I jot my feelings until I cry
Then when people ask I say I'm fine
I know that's a lie I’m in such a place
Empty inside but still full of rage
All of my energy going to waste
But its all out of anger
I'll deal with it later
Can't deal with these fakers they hitting me up
Know that they hate me but acting like love
Id throw them out but I can't get enough
Push them away just to pull them right back
Afraid of the future cause I reap the past
You sow it together you look past the seems like you look through the glass
No I ain't Alice and no I ain't happy
But I have just had it I wanna be happy
But I'm wondering why I'm alive
Dying inside but I just hide it
On suicide shit I just wanna die
And it's eating me alive cause I don't wanna lie
But I just wanna die yea I just wanna stop wondering
Why