Swallowing Kaleidoscopes by Sarah Darklight Lyrics

I can't believe I let them turn this to a nightmare
I remember when I thought I wouldn't be here
And now I hold a rock, my heart is hard it's not fair
Placing down my pride for healthy love and eye stares
I'ma be alright and no one needs to know that
I'm in love with him I think you need to know that
I don't have control, I'm floating into life's laughs
It's not funny when she tells she won't come back
It's not funny when they choose to put your thoughts last
Did you forget about the water that you just had?
I make you whole but it seems that you're always empty
I do my best to fill in those who never fill me

I was there for you