SHARE by Sarah Darklight Lyrics
I know I'm scared I'll fall in love one day
I think it’s safe to say I’m not okay
I think name dropping is my therapy
But I’ll leave that for my next meeting
I fucking hate when they don’t listen to me
And I’m ungrateful and I’m fucking hurting
I’m just letting go and always learning
I don’t ever wanna be a burden
And if I stay, will you go?
I’ve got my hand 'round her throat
I’ll still pray later tonight
She told me on the phone today
Doc said she has 'til 35
Like what the fuck is this life
What’s this life if not mine?
In 2016 I thought I’d hang myself
But I rather hang some Grammys on my nana's shelf
I was talking to time they said time will tell
And I threw all of my demons in the wishing well
I didn’t wish em’ well
I told em’ go to hell
Fuck you mean that my ex is with someone else
Yo what the fuck?!
Nah nigga chill
I told my friend right there that I’m finally healed
Now I know that girl is with someone else
And she probably changed to someone else
And now I’m obviously someone else
Ima wolf in this life but they run with a pack
And I’ve gone my whole life a lone wolf that’s a fact
A smiles a trap
Honestys what they lack
And if they give me the top
I ain’t giving it back
Tryna deal with my past
I ain’t running from that
All these rappers on stage
They whole life is an act
Fake drug dealers
Just know I don’t peep
Biggest lesson ever learned
Is everybody leaves
They might say yo Sarah you should sound like this
Or you could make it big if you made this hit
I’m like you could really help if you took a trip down a cliff to a pit where you can save that shit for the other fake fans tryna change my gift
I’m tryna help these kids
I’m addicted to lust, I need help I know
If you’ve hurt anybody I myself should know
Cause I’ve used every girl like my dad does too
I fucking hate what I am but I love it too
I think it’s safe to say I’m not okay
I think name dropping is my therapy
But I’ll leave that for my next meeting
I fucking hate when they don’t listen to me
And I’m ungrateful and I’m fucking hurting
I’m just letting go and always learning
I don’t ever wanna be a burden
And if I stay, will you go?
I’ve got my hand 'round her throat
I’ll still pray later tonight
She told me on the phone today
Doc said she has 'til 35
Like what the fuck is this life
What’s this life if not mine?
In 2016 I thought I’d hang myself
But I rather hang some Grammys on my nana's shelf
I was talking to time they said time will tell
And I threw all of my demons in the wishing well
I didn’t wish em’ well
I told em’ go to hell
Fuck you mean that my ex is with someone else
Yo what the fuck?!
Nah nigga chill
I told my friend right there that I’m finally healed
Now I know that girl is with someone else
And she probably changed to someone else
And now I’m obviously someone else
Ima wolf in this life but they run with a pack
And I’ve gone my whole life a lone wolf that’s a fact
A smiles a trap
Honestys what they lack
And if they give me the top
I ain’t giving it back
Tryna deal with my past
I ain’t running from that
All these rappers on stage
They whole life is an act
Fake drug dealers
Just know I don’t peep
Biggest lesson ever learned
Is everybody leaves
They might say yo Sarah you should sound like this
Or you could make it big if you made this hit
I’m like you could really help if you took a trip down a cliff to a pit where you can save that shit for the other fake fans tryna change my gift
I’m tryna help these kids
I’m addicted to lust, I need help I know
If you’ve hurt anybody I myself should know
Cause I’ve used every girl like my dad does too
I fucking hate what I am but I love it too