Fall by S@dek Lyrics
Fall
Verse 1
I’m self destructive once upon a time I had nothing
Not a friend in the world no one to even sit and have lunch with
And people wonder why I talk to myself its
Cuz there was never anyone else to even have a discussion
If that makes me selfish don’t worry the person I constructed
Was so alone he got lost in a day dream so now I’m jsut selfless
Imagination unobstructed on this road maybe I’m just helpless
No borders or street signs to guide me when I was just fucked with
Inside me emotions erupted rising like flames when I was teenaged
Decided life was a game and stepped in that arcade
Cept there’s no sense/cents in my brain so how could I play
Fucking arcane throw me in arkham and lock me away
During my comming of age I went nuts and insane but I ain’t running away
Stuck in my ways when I was stuck in a maze maybe I suffered
But I love it this way its how God made me tougher!!
Chorus
I don’t think you know what it means
To stare at these walls walls walls
I gotta make’em fall fall fall
2x
Verse 2
Its funny I remember when I was a kid
I used to wake up before school and beg my mom to just let me
Stay home I was nervous it was making me sick
Kids laughed at me, felt like a circus the way that I lived
Thing about life is it comes with a twistWhen you get kicked
You learn to kick ass then everything switched
Pressure built inside me then something just ripped
Now I’m rising to get the world back for all that it did
My road of life’s the audoban I blast down it
Praying like Ramadan the trans just don’t crap out it
UFC octagon for a brain I fight my way out it
Like spiderman at comic-con getting rushed by the crowd
How do I blow up at hip hop, I’m littered in doubts
No one sees the real me, engery’s fizzling out
My own little brother told me he don’t believe in me now
Got my head in my hands why can’t I figure this out
Chorus (2x)
Verse 3
Any average day, I’m locked in my brain
Except there ain’t such a thing as an average day inside’a my brain
Feeling is visceral, I’ve been flirting with disaster and we just started to get phsyical
Been learn to master the feeling of being and individual with no future
I ain’t gonna be a teacher or program you computer
But what if I get stuck on the bleachers never to break through the
Obstacles on my path, yeah I got those
On these cross roads with pot holes trying to jot flows
God knows that I do, but that’s just how the plot goes
As a kid I got stoned but since then Josh has grown
Bright as a candle my life’s a crotch rocket without any handles
Surprise bitch I ride like a vandal rpm’s rising
I ain’t the driveway at a stand still on the high way
People look at me sideways sometimes I life gamble
My life was garbage its how I climbed out the landfill
(chorus 4x)
Verse 1
I’m self destructive once upon a time I had nothing
Not a friend in the world no one to even sit and have lunch with
And people wonder why I talk to myself its
Cuz there was never anyone else to even have a discussion
If that makes me selfish don’t worry the person I constructed
Was so alone he got lost in a day dream so now I’m jsut selfless
Imagination unobstructed on this road maybe I’m just helpless
No borders or street signs to guide me when I was just fucked with
Inside me emotions erupted rising like flames when I was teenaged
Decided life was a game and stepped in that arcade
Cept there’s no sense/cents in my brain so how could I play
Fucking arcane throw me in arkham and lock me away
During my comming of age I went nuts and insane but I ain’t running away
Stuck in my ways when I was stuck in a maze maybe I suffered
But I love it this way its how God made me tougher!!
Chorus
I don’t think you know what it means
To stare at these walls walls walls
I gotta make’em fall fall fall
2x
Verse 2
Its funny I remember when I was a kid
I used to wake up before school and beg my mom to just let me
Stay home I was nervous it was making me sick
Kids laughed at me, felt like a circus the way that I lived
Thing about life is it comes with a twistWhen you get kicked
You learn to kick ass then everything switched
Pressure built inside me then something just ripped
Now I’m rising to get the world back for all that it did
My road of life’s the audoban I blast down it
Praying like Ramadan the trans just don’t crap out it
UFC octagon for a brain I fight my way out it
Like spiderman at comic-con getting rushed by the crowd
How do I blow up at hip hop, I’m littered in doubts
No one sees the real me, engery’s fizzling out
My own little brother told me he don’t believe in me now
Got my head in my hands why can’t I figure this out
Chorus (2x)
Verse 3
Any average day, I’m locked in my brain
Except there ain’t such a thing as an average day inside’a my brain
Feeling is visceral, I’ve been flirting with disaster and we just started to get phsyical
Been learn to master the feeling of being and individual with no future
I ain’t gonna be a teacher or program you computer
But what if I get stuck on the bleachers never to break through the
Obstacles on my path, yeah I got those
On these cross roads with pot holes trying to jot flows
God knows that I do, but that’s just how the plot goes
As a kid I got stoned but since then Josh has grown
Bright as a candle my life’s a crotch rocket without any handles
Surprise bitch I ride like a vandal rpm’s rising
I ain’t the driveway at a stand still on the high way
People look at me sideways sometimes I life gamble
My life was garbage its how I climbed out the landfill
(chorus 4x)