Fall Of Theseus by Ryan Khan Lyrics
(Ryan)
*Sinister laugh continues*
Where am I?
I feel lost
Is this my fall
Well if it is, wait you all
Cause I gotta say something, before I fall
The way I use this pad I’m in a need of a rehab
When I recap what I had
Trauma hits me right on the face with a jab
Taking me back, making me gasp, leaving me half
Trapped in my past
They rag me, and expect me not to react
Well I do the opposite and act like NoLifeShaq
I grab my pen and it’s a gem and scrapped with venom, cause some mayhem, overwhelm em, cause some tension, no expression, just aggression, so persistent, flow is spreading, need some distance, too consistent they feel threatened
But again insecurity kicks in
Confuses just like an identical twin
And points my mortal sins
Makes me question myself
And tells me I belong in a loony bin with no one near to me cause I’m just a nuisance(damn)
It does matter, but I can still serve you haters up on a platter
Feed you to my demons for some l-a-a-aughter
And after that close your Cha-cha-cha-pter
This tone is getting boring, would change it rather
Won’t take it farther
My life is getting darker
I’m haunted by my monsters
Slowly dying like Arthur
My life is a disaster
They want me down like Shakur
But the only way I would go down would be me
Never been greedy, for you to be me, you need me in your gene G(yeah)
Nowadays I feel needy
You know, question myself
Cause life has been nothing but greasy
Been thirsty for peace like you been for pussy
Prolly need a molly to not be cocky
Drinking a awfully hot pot of coffee
Yeah Shady, your shade keeps me sane
Otherwise I might just go insane
Cause I’ve been fucked in the membrane
And I blame no one, but myself for this pain
Cause I just realized it late( too late)
What you said with Wayne
No love lost, No love found
I might’ve taken it too far for myself
Vinni(yeah)
Spit(lessgoo)
(Y.B.V)
I CANT DENY IT
IM TIRED OF KEEPIN QUIET
THE PERSON I WANNA BE IS THE ONE THAT I KEEP ON HIDING
BEEN SO LOST INSIDE MY HEAD
IM CHOKIN I NEED THE HIMLICK
NOW ALL I CAN SEE IS RED THE DEMONS GON START A RIOT AY RYAN
THIS MY REALITY THEY SAYING ITS A FALLACY
ITS IN MY DNA MY BLOOD AND MY PERSONALITY
THEY SAY THEY COOL WIT ME BUT IM BURNIN EM ALL LIKE CALORIES
TAKING PICTURES OF THE HORROR AND HANG IT UP IN MY GALLERY
BUT I PLAYED MY PART
STRUGGLES GOT ME THINKING DARK
ALL THE PAIN I KEEP INSIDE I EXPRESS IT THROUGH MY ART
I CANT KEEP UP WITH THE LIES SO I HAVE TO PLAY IT SMART
NOW IVE OPENED UP MY EYES BUT IT TOOK AWAY MY HEART
FROM THE START TIL MY EXPIERY
STICK WIT THIS LIKE IM SIAMESE
PEOPLE FAKER THAN PIRACY
GOTTA KEEP SHIT ON PRIVACY
THE PPL THAT I TRUSTED THE MOST WERE THE ONES WHO LIED TO ME
THATS WHY I TURNED MYSELF TO A GHOST AINT NOBODY FINDING ME
FUCK ALL THE PAIN FUCK ALL THE HURTING
FUCK WHAT YOU SAY IM CLOSING THE CURTAIN
MAKING MISTAKES CAUSE NOBODY PERFECT
NEVER AFRAID CAUSE IM HERE FOR A PURPOSE
LIFE IS NOT THE EASIEST AND NOTHING COMES IMMEDIATE
DONT CARE ABOUT ACCEPTANCE I WOULD RATHER BE A DEVIANT
I TREAT EM ALL LIKE THESEUS AND THROW EM IN THE SEA
IF THE DEVIL WANNA LIE THAN IMA MAKE HIM GO TO SLEEP
YOU CAN TAKE AWAY MY GRIND EVEN TAKE AWAY MY SHINE BUT YOU COULD NEVER CHANGE MY MIND THIS IS WHAT I CHOSE TO BE
AS I WALK THIS PATH AND TREAD THE ROAD
FORGET THE PAST GOTTA LET IT GO
AINT NO LOOKING BACK I SET MY GOALS
AND LIVE MY LIFE TIL IM MEANT TO GO(2x)
*Sinister laugh continues*
Where am I?
I feel lost
Is this my fall
Well if it is, wait you all
Cause I gotta say something, before I fall
The way I use this pad I’m in a need of a rehab
When I recap what I had
Trauma hits me right on the face with a jab
Taking me back, making me gasp, leaving me half
Trapped in my past
They rag me, and expect me not to react
Well I do the opposite and act like NoLifeShaq
I grab my pen and it’s a gem and scrapped with venom, cause some mayhem, overwhelm em, cause some tension, no expression, just aggression, so persistent, flow is spreading, need some distance, too consistent they feel threatened
But again insecurity kicks in
Confuses just like an identical twin
And points my mortal sins
Makes me question myself
And tells me I belong in a loony bin with no one near to me cause I’m just a nuisance(damn)
It does matter, but I can still serve you haters up on a platter
Feed you to my demons for some l-a-a-aughter
And after that close your Cha-cha-cha-pter
This tone is getting boring, would change it rather
Won’t take it farther
My life is getting darker
I’m haunted by my monsters
Slowly dying like Arthur
My life is a disaster
They want me down like Shakur
But the only way I would go down would be me
Never been greedy, for you to be me, you need me in your gene G(yeah)
Nowadays I feel needy
You know, question myself
Cause life has been nothing but greasy
Been thirsty for peace like you been for pussy
Prolly need a molly to not be cocky
Drinking a awfully hot pot of coffee
Yeah Shady, your shade keeps me sane
Otherwise I might just go insane
Cause I’ve been fucked in the membrane
And I blame no one, but myself for this pain
Cause I just realized it late( too late)
What you said with Wayne
No love lost, No love found
I might’ve taken it too far for myself
Vinni(yeah)
Spit(lessgoo)
(Y.B.V)
I CANT DENY IT
IM TIRED OF KEEPIN QUIET
THE PERSON I WANNA BE IS THE ONE THAT I KEEP ON HIDING
BEEN SO LOST INSIDE MY HEAD
IM CHOKIN I NEED THE HIMLICK
NOW ALL I CAN SEE IS RED THE DEMONS GON START A RIOT AY RYAN
THIS MY REALITY THEY SAYING ITS A FALLACY
ITS IN MY DNA MY BLOOD AND MY PERSONALITY
THEY SAY THEY COOL WIT ME BUT IM BURNIN EM ALL LIKE CALORIES
TAKING PICTURES OF THE HORROR AND HANG IT UP IN MY GALLERY
BUT I PLAYED MY PART
STRUGGLES GOT ME THINKING DARK
ALL THE PAIN I KEEP INSIDE I EXPRESS IT THROUGH MY ART
I CANT KEEP UP WITH THE LIES SO I HAVE TO PLAY IT SMART
NOW IVE OPENED UP MY EYES BUT IT TOOK AWAY MY HEART
FROM THE START TIL MY EXPIERY
STICK WIT THIS LIKE IM SIAMESE
PEOPLE FAKER THAN PIRACY
GOTTA KEEP SHIT ON PRIVACY
THE PPL THAT I TRUSTED THE MOST WERE THE ONES WHO LIED TO ME
THATS WHY I TURNED MYSELF TO A GHOST AINT NOBODY FINDING ME
FUCK ALL THE PAIN FUCK ALL THE HURTING
FUCK WHAT YOU SAY IM CLOSING THE CURTAIN
MAKING MISTAKES CAUSE NOBODY PERFECT
NEVER AFRAID CAUSE IM HERE FOR A PURPOSE
LIFE IS NOT THE EASIEST AND NOTHING COMES IMMEDIATE
DONT CARE ABOUT ACCEPTANCE I WOULD RATHER BE A DEVIANT
I TREAT EM ALL LIKE THESEUS AND THROW EM IN THE SEA
IF THE DEVIL WANNA LIE THAN IMA MAKE HIM GO TO SLEEP
YOU CAN TAKE AWAY MY GRIND EVEN TAKE AWAY MY SHINE BUT YOU COULD NEVER CHANGE MY MIND THIS IS WHAT I CHOSE TO BE
AS I WALK THIS PATH AND TREAD THE ROAD
FORGET THE PAST GOTTA LET IT GO
AINT NO LOOKING BACK I SET MY GOALS
AND LIVE MY LIFE TIL IM MEANT TO GO(2x)