AMENDS by Ryan Khan Lyrics
Yeah, how does it feel like
These feelings, they’re too hard for me to harbour
Cause I just realized that I rather make amends
Then to the thinking of making these friends
Cause when I picked this pen
I wanted it to be my only friend
Yet here, I did not wanna go with the trend
Listen, Yeah…
I keep on writing about a lot of drama in my life
Feeling that pain all the time during the night
This shit is crazy
These bitches making it up like a baby drama
They trynna fuck the dharma
Ruining lives, where is the karma?
Hiding it by their lady drama
Stuck in this trauma, feels like I need a psychodrama
Should’ve listened to mama
When she told me they use you for your mula( money)
Now burnin all these haters
Like rollin OCB With marijuana
And seeing them burn while listening to Nirvana
Fuck with me
Might create a controversy like Brown and Rhianna, All they wanna do is just anna
And trynna mess my will, but will my will get stilled? TIL( Today I Learned) they won’t appreciate your skill. I learned this at an early age
No one is your own for real motherfuckers
They just wanna conceal and steal
I wanna hold them accountable for their deeds
Like Ezekiel
Switch
Gave my best to people around me
All they did is just ditch me
And now some say they miss me
Guess I miss me too, but just the old me
Guess I’ve become too cold
Just to survive in this fucked up world
You gotta be selfish and bold
Cause I had been told
All these people, they just fuck around on rounds
And when they are done(facts), you’re out Bowled
All they did is just question my skill
And they want me to stop
Cause they know I can lyrically kill
But when I finally blow up
They will be like his work was ill
I ain’t Scott, but this is Sicko mode
As I got the game mapped out, yeah
Get out of my fucking head
(I fucking won’t)
I don’t wanted it to go like this
Get out of my fucking head
( I don’t give a fuck, I won’t)
Fucking stop, get out of my fucking head
( I like to brainfuck you)
Tsk, get out
Switch
Yeah, yeah, damn, switch it, switch it, anh
Killin two beats in a single track
Double trouble, can’t be fucking humble
I just wanna kill all these syllables
They sit on my genitals
I’ve got a hold of them, like EM with his pencil
Being fucking unforgivable, anh
They say that I’m a cynical fuck
But when your feelings get abducted
By the people who never gave a fuck
That is the time when you, become a spectacle nut
Who never gives a fuck, as I lyrically erupt
Might cause some damage abrupt
Yeah, what happened, what did she do?
Listen up, anh
Switch
You wake up, you get out of your bed
The first thing you get are her thoughts in your head
Thet bled you out, and left you dead
The only thing you see is the first time you met
She healed you, and took you out of a mess
But now you’re stuck in this abyss
Making up your death bed, Without getting OD’ed
You still feel that you’re brain dead
Switch
So now she pretends, that you’re fine
And tells you to go out on the weekends
With your friends, but you already said
That you rather make amends with no grieve
And you just try to make ends as you resent
All the efforts you spent
Cause surviving every day
Feels like a lifetime of torment
These bitches in it as if its a Tournament
Passing judgements but if somebody confronts
It becomes a unjust element
(She)
*ignore him he has an ailment
To interfere guess he is not getting his
Monthly payments*
Judging aren’t you? Wait what
If I would have said the same thing
I would have become an anti feminist? Right?
Your brain is just filled with the mist
Of you being right, cause you want him to apologize Even when you know he is right
Throwing all his pride
And then you expect him to make you his bride?
So that you could ride?
And contol him for the rest of his life?
Well he is done
He is leaving you
Go and ruin your own fucking life
These feelings, they’re too hard for me to harbour
Cause I just realized that I rather make amends
Then to the thinking of making these friends
Cause when I picked this pen
I wanted it to be my only friend
Yet here, I did not wanna go with the trend
Listen, Yeah…
I keep on writing about a lot of drama in my life
Feeling that pain all the time during the night
This shit is crazy
These bitches making it up like a baby drama
They trynna fuck the dharma
Ruining lives, where is the karma?
Hiding it by their lady drama
Stuck in this trauma, feels like I need a psychodrama
Should’ve listened to mama
When she told me they use you for your mula( money)
Now burnin all these haters
Like rollin OCB With marijuana
And seeing them burn while listening to Nirvana
Fuck with me
Might create a controversy like Brown and Rhianna, All they wanna do is just anna
And trynna mess my will, but will my will get stilled? TIL( Today I Learned) they won’t appreciate your skill. I learned this at an early age
No one is your own for real motherfuckers
They just wanna conceal and steal
I wanna hold them accountable for their deeds
Like Ezekiel
Switch
Gave my best to people around me
All they did is just ditch me
And now some say they miss me
Guess I miss me too, but just the old me
Guess I’ve become too cold
Just to survive in this fucked up world
You gotta be selfish and bold
Cause I had been told
All these people, they just fuck around on rounds
And when they are done(facts), you’re out Bowled
All they did is just question my skill
And they want me to stop
Cause they know I can lyrically kill
But when I finally blow up
They will be like his work was ill
I ain’t Scott, but this is Sicko mode
As I got the game mapped out, yeah
Get out of my fucking head
(I fucking won’t)
I don’t wanted it to go like this
Get out of my fucking head
( I don’t give a fuck, I won’t)
Fucking stop, get out of my fucking head
( I like to brainfuck you)
Tsk, get out
Switch
Yeah, yeah, damn, switch it, switch it, anh
Killin two beats in a single track
Double trouble, can’t be fucking humble
I just wanna kill all these syllables
They sit on my genitals
I’ve got a hold of them, like EM with his pencil
Being fucking unforgivable, anh
They say that I’m a cynical fuck
But when your feelings get abducted
By the people who never gave a fuck
That is the time when you, become a spectacle nut
Who never gives a fuck, as I lyrically erupt
Might cause some damage abrupt
Yeah, what happened, what did she do?
Listen up, anh
Switch
You wake up, you get out of your bed
The first thing you get are her thoughts in your head
Thet bled you out, and left you dead
The only thing you see is the first time you met
She healed you, and took you out of a mess
But now you’re stuck in this abyss
Making up your death bed, Without getting OD’ed
You still feel that you’re brain dead
Switch
So now she pretends, that you’re fine
And tells you to go out on the weekends
With your friends, but you already said
That you rather make amends with no grieve
And you just try to make ends as you resent
All the efforts you spent
Cause surviving every day
Feels like a lifetime of torment
These bitches in it as if its a Tournament
Passing judgements but if somebody confronts
It becomes a unjust element
(She)
*ignore him he has an ailment
To interfere guess he is not getting his
Monthly payments*
Judging aren’t you? Wait what
If I would have said the same thing
I would have become an anti feminist? Right?
Your brain is just filled with the mist
Of you being right, cause you want him to apologize Even when you know he is right
Throwing all his pride
And then you expect him to make you his bride?
So that you could ride?
And contol him for the rest of his life?
Well he is done
He is leaving you
Go and ruin your own fucking life