Permanent Scars by Rxse Vader Lyrics
[Intro]
I still ain't find a way to forgive myself
I can never forgive myself
[Hook]
Just a random kid with a passion
To end all of the national madness
He got scars but he will heal them
Cause he came along way from them demons
He never got this far, he's growing super tall
He still broken hearted, so he can't trust no one at all
He never got this far, he's growing super tall
He still broken hearted, so he can't trust no one at all
[Verse]
Kept this 30 on preheat, cause I can't trust no one else
How come you loyal to me but not loyal to your self
I know nothing but positivity, but I make mistakes
Cause I'm still a human being, which is what I fucking hate
You might have a great summer, but I'm still miserable
Cause when I wrote that song for you, I got too emotional
Still saying lyrics from our story, it's no accidental
You a spirit in my songs, my heart is beating in critical
She still crying in my head, gotta toss my feelings for her in the lake
Bounty hunters want my head, I'm not escaping this cage
I try my best to get all of my niggas paid
In peace you shall rest in the heaven gates
[Chorus]
I'm still focused for the light
To destroy the darkness
Don't know how if I can
With permanent scars on my chest
[Hook]
Just a random kid with a passion
To end all of the national madness
He got scars but he will heal them
Cause he came along way from them demons
He never got this far, he's growing super tall
He still broken hearted, so he can't trust no one at all
He never got this far, he's growing super tall
He still broken hearted, so he can't trust no one at all
[Chorus]
I'm still focused for the light
To destroy the darkness
Don't know how if I can
With permanent scars on my chest
[Verse 2]
It ain't nothing to pretend, I just keep it real
Tired of niggas capping, so I hit them with a steel
Got some niggas by my side, they know nothing but to kill
Pussy wet I dive in it, like a Navy Seal
I don't slide for niggas who don't empathize my life
You dealing with a consequences it might change your life
Can't take the pain when other bitches gone lie to me
I'm suffocating inside, but you don't really see it
My 4th Grade teacher doubted, that nigga Prince doubted
That nigga Nazir doubted, that girl Kizarah doubted
Whole lot of people doubted, but now I get deposits
So if they still doubting, then tell them they can suck it (Hahaha)
[Chorus]
I'm still focused for the light
To destroy the darkness
Don't know how if I can
With permanent scars on my chest
He never got this far, he's growing super tall
He still broken hearted, so he can't trust no one at all
He never got this far, he's growing super tall
He still broken hearted, so he can't trust no one at all
I still ain't find a way to forgive myself
I can never forgive myself
[Hook]
Just a random kid with a passion
To end all of the national madness
He got scars but he will heal them
Cause he came along way from them demons
He never got this far, he's growing super tall
He still broken hearted, so he can't trust no one at all
He never got this far, he's growing super tall
He still broken hearted, so he can't trust no one at all
[Verse]
Kept this 30 on preheat, cause I can't trust no one else
How come you loyal to me but not loyal to your self
I know nothing but positivity, but I make mistakes
Cause I'm still a human being, which is what I fucking hate
You might have a great summer, but I'm still miserable
Cause when I wrote that song for you, I got too emotional
Still saying lyrics from our story, it's no accidental
You a spirit in my songs, my heart is beating in critical
She still crying in my head, gotta toss my feelings for her in the lake
Bounty hunters want my head, I'm not escaping this cage
I try my best to get all of my niggas paid
In peace you shall rest in the heaven gates
[Chorus]
I'm still focused for the light
To destroy the darkness
Don't know how if I can
With permanent scars on my chest
[Hook]
Just a random kid with a passion
To end all of the national madness
He got scars but he will heal them
Cause he came along way from them demons
He never got this far, he's growing super tall
He still broken hearted, so he can't trust no one at all
He never got this far, he's growing super tall
He still broken hearted, so he can't trust no one at all
[Chorus]
I'm still focused for the light
To destroy the darkness
Don't know how if I can
With permanent scars on my chest
[Verse 2]
It ain't nothing to pretend, I just keep it real
Tired of niggas capping, so I hit them with a steel
Got some niggas by my side, they know nothing but to kill
Pussy wet I dive in it, like a Navy Seal
I don't slide for niggas who don't empathize my life
You dealing with a consequences it might change your life
Can't take the pain when other bitches gone lie to me
I'm suffocating inside, but you don't really see it
My 4th Grade teacher doubted, that nigga Prince doubted
That nigga Nazir doubted, that girl Kizarah doubted
Whole lot of people doubted, but now I get deposits
So if they still doubting, then tell them they can suck it (Hahaha)
[Chorus]
I'm still focused for the light
To destroy the darkness
Don't know how if I can
With permanent scars on my chest
He never got this far, he's growing super tall
He still broken hearted, so he can't trust no one at all
He never got this far, he's growing super tall
He still broken hearted, so he can't trust no one at all