Burden by RvphXNX Lyrics

[Intro]

These deep and dark thoughts

[Verse]

They're twisting and turning into vermin
It seems like my life just worsens
It certain I've lost my purpose
And everything I do seems worthless
In my ears I hear a serpent
It's telling me my money is just a burden
Toss it away to remove the curtain
My problems have reached the surface
Sweat released out the epidermis
Brain sending signals, he's nervous
The snakes are just a disturbance
But if I do maybe I'll find a purpose
I should cash out, my money is in surplus
But then there's Gabby coercing that she will leave me
Gabby please don't deceive me
Why are you swerving
This is my path to determine
The whole world seems to be burning
I'm learning to leave the urban
Mentally becoming a hermit
Trying to be a good person
But in my mind it is turning
Just churning and whirling
I'm lost in my emotion
My mind is merely commotion
I think my mind is just broken
I've lost myself in the moment
I think my mind is imploding
Truly just sociopathic
Outside it may look classic
But in my mind it is graphic
A mixture of havoc and panic
Until it's finally static
I've reached Thanatos
But he is merely the sibling of Hypnos
I've reached eternal peace
These deep and dark thoughts inside of me