spikes by Rural Internet Lyrics
[Chorus: zombAe]
I'm wearing spikes just like they’re earrings
Stay on my mind like tinnitus make my ears ring
I shower every night but I will never feel clean
I told you I love you but you're hard of hearing (ha)
Yeah, I know the real tea
Is that you know my past too much to know the real me
But by your side I'll always stay improve my fealty
And I’ll keep whispering one day so that you'll hear me
[Verse 1: zombAe]
I know I should love myself
And that's the resonance but I can't be delusional
That's just the deficit, I hate mysеlf too much to diet
I'm diabetic, shit, I wish that's something that a dialеctic on aesthetics fix
My teeth, my face, my eyes, my lips and
What have I chosen from it, uh
Curse the mire's myer’s wit, and
Nothing’s left and don't exist, yeah
And my goal, covered it away ’cause I won't ever be beloved by the stage
And I'm sorry for the ones that love me and have faith
But I can never love the love as much as I appreciate the hate
'Cause I look at it and I say it’s true
It's permanent in my skins like some tattoos
Insecurity of people not looking like you
It's a trap they lock you in it's enclosed with on you
I can't find the key, I can't find the key
But I'm hoping that you can find in me
And I'm singing, but, I can't find the key
Ain't no room left, ain't no lock and key
[Chorus: zombAe]
I'm wearing spikes just like they're earrings
Stay on my mind like tinnitus make my ears ring
I shower every night but I will never feel clean
I told you I love you but you're hard of hearing (ha)
Yeah, I know the real tea
Is that you know my past too much to know the real me
But by your side I'll always stay improve my fealty
And I'll keep whispering one day so that you'll hear me
[Verse 2: doin' fine]
Okay, okay, okay, okay, well you're not dead
Though you feel like it, thanks a lot meds
Speakin' on me without knowing you can drop dead
Tranny in a manic sort of pose so you should stop and stare
Recently I learned I didn't learn a single thing
I hurt another boy who was close to me
Smell of blood on my clothes always lingering
Slowly watch the colors in your eyes dwindling
So what's love, if all you learned was sex
I don't delete accounts, I still miss an ex
Here and there, I'm still scared of getting checked
'Cause I'm a half girl in a puke-stained maid dress
I wish I was fifteen, I wish you were twenty-two
I'm not gon' finish that lyric, you know what to do
Don't abuse your power, but if you take my youth
The dye pack will pop, boutta turn my hair blue
[Instrumental Bridge]
[Outro]
It's rural!
I just, I just, I just-
I just, I just, I just-
I just, I just, I just-
It's rural!
I just, I just, I just-
It's rural!
I shower every night but I will never feel clean
I told you that I love you but you're hard of hearing
It's rural!
Yeah, I know the real tea
Is that you know my past too much to know the real me
But by your side I'll always stay improve my fealty
And I'll keep whispering one day so that you'll hear me
I'm wearing spikes just like they’re earrings
Stay on my mind like tinnitus make my ears ring
I shower every night but I will never feel clean
I told you I love you but you're hard of hearing (ha)
Yeah, I know the real tea
Is that you know my past too much to know the real me
But by your side I'll always stay improve my fealty
And I’ll keep whispering one day so that you'll hear me
[Verse 1: zombAe]
I know I should love myself
And that's the resonance but I can't be delusional
That's just the deficit, I hate mysеlf too much to diet
I'm diabetic, shit, I wish that's something that a dialеctic on aesthetics fix
My teeth, my face, my eyes, my lips and
What have I chosen from it, uh
Curse the mire's myer’s wit, and
Nothing’s left and don't exist, yeah
And my goal, covered it away ’cause I won't ever be beloved by the stage
And I'm sorry for the ones that love me and have faith
But I can never love the love as much as I appreciate the hate
'Cause I look at it and I say it’s true
It's permanent in my skins like some tattoos
Insecurity of people not looking like you
It's a trap they lock you in it's enclosed with on you
I can't find the key, I can't find the key
But I'm hoping that you can find in me
And I'm singing, but, I can't find the key
Ain't no room left, ain't no lock and key
[Chorus: zombAe]
I'm wearing spikes just like they're earrings
Stay on my mind like tinnitus make my ears ring
I shower every night but I will never feel clean
I told you I love you but you're hard of hearing (ha)
Yeah, I know the real tea
Is that you know my past too much to know the real me
But by your side I'll always stay improve my fealty
And I'll keep whispering one day so that you'll hear me
[Verse 2: doin' fine]
Okay, okay, okay, okay, well you're not dead
Though you feel like it, thanks a lot meds
Speakin' on me without knowing you can drop dead
Tranny in a manic sort of pose so you should stop and stare
Recently I learned I didn't learn a single thing
I hurt another boy who was close to me
Smell of blood on my clothes always lingering
Slowly watch the colors in your eyes dwindling
So what's love, if all you learned was sex
I don't delete accounts, I still miss an ex
Here and there, I'm still scared of getting checked
'Cause I'm a half girl in a puke-stained maid dress
I wish I was fifteen, I wish you were twenty-two
I'm not gon' finish that lyric, you know what to do
Don't abuse your power, but if you take my youth
The dye pack will pop, boutta turn my hair blue
[Instrumental Bridge]
[Outro]
It's rural!
I just, I just, I just-
I just, I just, I just-
I just, I just, I just-
It's rural!
I just, I just, I just-
It's rural!
I shower every night but I will never feel clean
I told you that I love you but you're hard of hearing
It's rural!
Yeah, I know the real tea
Is that you know my past too much to know the real me
But by your side I'll always stay improve my fealty
And I'll keep whispering one day so that you'll hear me