anymore by Rural Internet Lyrics
[Verse 1: doin' fine]
It's a long cold winter, I'm the young trans Paul Weller, huh
I woke up knowing that you don’t love me
What am I saying, I don't know shit
Its the problem with these meds I get
Paranoia make my stomach sick
Oh shit, am I excess? I bet I am
And your best friend just wants me for sex
They told me that all by themselves, yeah
I don't fall in love this often
So compromises aren't really up for discussion
It’s my ego and my symptoms baby
That'll crush you when I'm crushing
And I get jealous and shit from bout anything
Talk for a minute I take about anything
I just wanted to know that you listening
I just wanted to know that you ain't sick of me
Bridgеs I'm crossing are getting too rickety
Othеr ones got burnt when I was the TMPF
I don’t need that much honestly
I just need to be loved explicitly
I need a love with parental advisory
Too many people I know that won’t die for me
The feeling ain't mutual and its too enlightening
So I need to fuckin' escape from the eyes on me
Crying it, c'mon there Riley don’t die on me
Im in a climate thats full of a dying breed
I can't take anymore, I need like twenty whores
Showin' em plenty gore, I need new life to breathe
Our father who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name
I will steal the light you bring
I will claim your work as my own and make it as such
And for none of these things am I sorry, for I do not repent
For I am the new god, and you are nothing
And you will not do shit
[Chorus: zombAe, doin' fine, Charlotte Crosby]
Die in my heart
Die in the streets
At least this way I can keep my dreams
'Cause my heart goes out and my [?]
I want my future but don't want the [?]
I'm the monster with these two green eyes
Im drawin' out the kukri knife
When scrutinized, our beauty lies
When we are both dehumanized, yuh
I don't deal with anyone who won't help me anymore
I don't deal with you because you don't like me anymore
[Bridge: Charlotte Crosby]
Last night at the park
I gave you my heart
Broken at the seems
Didn't know what it means
Last night at the park
I gave you my heart
Broken at the seems
Didn't know what it means
Didn't like it like that
Didn't like it like that
Didn't like it like that
Didn't like it like that
Didn't like it like that
Didn't like it like that
Didn't like it like that
Didn't like it like that
No, I can't deal with it anymore
[Chorus: zombAe, doin' fine, Charlotte Crosby]
Die in my heart
Die in the streets
At least this way I can keep my dreams
'Cause my heart goes out and my [?]
I want my future but don't want the [?]
I'm the monster with these two green eyes
Im drawin' out the kukri knife
When scrutinized, our beauty lies
When we are both dehumanized, yuh
I don't deal with anyone who won't help me anymore
I don't deal with you because you don't like me anymore
[Outro: Charlotte Crosby]
No, I can't deal with it anymore
No, I can't deal with it anymore
No, I can't deal with it anymore
No, I can't deal with it anymore
It's a long cold winter, I'm the young trans Paul Weller, huh
I woke up knowing that you don’t love me
What am I saying, I don't know shit
Its the problem with these meds I get
Paranoia make my stomach sick
Oh shit, am I excess? I bet I am
And your best friend just wants me for sex
They told me that all by themselves, yeah
I don't fall in love this often
So compromises aren't really up for discussion
It’s my ego and my symptoms baby
That'll crush you when I'm crushing
And I get jealous and shit from bout anything
Talk for a minute I take about anything
I just wanted to know that you listening
I just wanted to know that you ain't sick of me
Bridgеs I'm crossing are getting too rickety
Othеr ones got burnt when I was the TMPF
I don’t need that much honestly
I just need to be loved explicitly
I need a love with parental advisory
Too many people I know that won’t die for me
The feeling ain't mutual and its too enlightening
So I need to fuckin' escape from the eyes on me
Crying it, c'mon there Riley don’t die on me
Im in a climate thats full of a dying breed
I can't take anymore, I need like twenty whores
Showin' em plenty gore, I need new life to breathe
Our father who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name
I will steal the light you bring
I will claim your work as my own and make it as such
And for none of these things am I sorry, for I do not repent
For I am the new god, and you are nothing
And you will not do shit
[Chorus: zombAe, doin' fine, Charlotte Crosby]
Die in my heart
Die in the streets
At least this way I can keep my dreams
'Cause my heart goes out and my [?]
I want my future but don't want the [?]
I'm the monster with these two green eyes
Im drawin' out the kukri knife
When scrutinized, our beauty lies
When we are both dehumanized, yuh
I don't deal with anyone who won't help me anymore
I don't deal with you because you don't like me anymore
[Bridge: Charlotte Crosby]
Last night at the park
I gave you my heart
Broken at the seems
Didn't know what it means
Last night at the park
I gave you my heart
Broken at the seems
Didn't know what it means
Didn't like it like that
Didn't like it like that
Didn't like it like that
Didn't like it like that
Didn't like it like that
Didn't like it like that
Didn't like it like that
Didn't like it like that
No, I can't deal with it anymore
[Chorus: zombAe, doin' fine, Charlotte Crosby]
Die in my heart
Die in the streets
At least this way I can keep my dreams
'Cause my heart goes out and my [?]
I want my future but don't want the [?]
I'm the monster with these two green eyes
Im drawin' out the kukri knife
When scrutinized, our beauty lies
When we are both dehumanized, yuh
I don't deal with anyone who won't help me anymore
I don't deal with you because you don't like me anymore
[Outro: Charlotte Crosby]
No, I can't deal with it anymore
No, I can't deal with it anymore
No, I can't deal with it anymore
No, I can't deal with it anymore