Asking for forgiveness by Ronnieloughran Lyrics

Im rebuilding my familys lives i once put under demolition
Deverstation was just a word to us but i became the definition
Cause of this addiction popping every pill of my perscription
But for destroying there lives i hope that ill be forgiven
Im just asking for forgiveness, to me everything changed in minutes
Its emotional to spit this, to fix this is on top of my wishlist
They werent no sun it was all raining and even blizzards
No magicians, these bitches werent witches and the men werent wizzards
They were just there to destroy my buisness and hit is
With a court order how can i be telling the truth with no witness
It became survival of the fittest but i just didn't have the fitness
But now ill travel the road i was driven too ill go the distance
And this very instance make people aware of our exsistance
Im back again to piss the world off have yous missed is?
Cause now im in my own recovery recovery from this illness
And in this illness, i promise through my sickness ill be the illest