The Person I Pretend To Be by Robstar Lyrics
[Chorus]
And today is the day I admit I'm a fuck up and I can't get over it (over it)
And this week is the week I agree that I kill myself by controlling it (controlling it)
And all the voices in my head, they just build 'till I'm nothing left but the person I pretend to be
And all the vices they're just fueling all my dread cause they remind me that I'm absolutely nothin' if they ain't controllin' me
[Verse]
I can feel all of their eyes on the back of my head
And I can tell they never loved me 'cause I'm lying in bed
If they really care wouldn't they ask if I'm okay
Take some time out their day, instead I'm better off dead
So I'm chillin' with my headphones at the back of the bus
I can see them all laughing, are they laughing at us?
I just smile and pretend they aren't boiling my blood
And if they ask me how I am I say "I don't give a fuck"
[Chorus]
And today is the day I admit I'm a fuck up and I can't get over it (over it)
And this week is the week I agree that I kill myself by controlling it (controlling it)
And all the voices in my head, they just build 'till I'm nothing left but the person I pretend to be
And all the vices they're just fueling all my dread cause they remind me that I'm absolutely nothin' if they ain't controllin' me
And today is the day I admit I'm a fuck up and I can't get over it (over it)
And this week is the week I agree that I kill myself by controlling it (controlling it)
And all the voices in my head, they just build 'till I'm nothing left but the person I pretend to be
And all the vices they're just fueling all my dread cause they remind me that I'm absolutely nothin' if they ain't controllin' me
[Verse]
I can feel all of their eyes on the back of my head
And I can tell they never loved me 'cause I'm lying in bed
If they really care wouldn't they ask if I'm okay
Take some time out their day, instead I'm better off dead
So I'm chillin' with my headphones at the back of the bus
I can see them all laughing, are they laughing at us?
I just smile and pretend they aren't boiling my blood
And if they ask me how I am I say "I don't give a fuck"
[Chorus]
And today is the day I admit I'm a fuck up and I can't get over it (over it)
And this week is the week I agree that I kill myself by controlling it (controlling it)
And all the voices in my head, they just build 'till I'm nothing left but the person I pretend to be
And all the vices they're just fueling all my dread cause they remind me that I'm absolutely nothin' if they ain't controllin' me