At War With Myself by Rich Mel Lyrics
[Intro]
Demons
I've been talking to these demons
I ain't believe them, no
I ain't believe them
[Hook]
I'm at war with myself
I been talking to these demons
Why you say you leaving baby just give me a reason
Percy and a Backwood just to help me with the grieving
They say they on my side but I ain't really believe them
No, I ain't really believe them
No, I ain't really believe them
They say they on my side
But I ain't really believe them
No, No, No
[Verse 1]
Always keep the fake shit
I don't bring those boys around
Pick and choose my homies
Only real ones I surround
Step too deep in that water
Think I almost drowned
Took a couple loses but i never back down
I'm the king of this shit you better pass me on the crown
Shawty I can't love nobody hope you understand
I was by my lonely tryna make a couple bands
Didn't think I'd still be living 2020 wasn't planned
Contemplate options give my life to them xans
Put myself-
In the wrong hands
Yeah I put myself-
In the wrong hands
[Hook]
I'm at war with myself
I been talking to these demons
Why you say you leaving baby just give me a reason
Percy and a Backwood just to help me with the grieving
They say they on my side but I ain't really believe them
No, I ain't really believe them
No, I ain't really believe them
They say they on my side
But I ain't really believe them
No, No, No
[Verse 2]
I know I've been gone baby
I've been up working
Fuckin up my head when these demons always lurkin'
I'm tryna make it better but the situations worse
And I think about this love shit like it ain't the right version
Imma be a legend one day not no urban
Had to leave your side made me feel like a burden
Live my life reckless 'cause my future ain't certain
I'd just popped a perc
12 askin' for my urine
Heart been left in pieces man i think I need a surgeon
Imma get this money for my family I'm determined
Baby pay attention all the lessons you been learning
No way that you can cross me yeah I feel like my heart burnin'
[Hook]
I'm at war with myself
I been talking to these demons
Why you say you leaving baby just give me a reason
Percy and a Backwood just to help me with the grieving
They say they on my side but I ain't really believe them
No, I ain't really believe them
No, I ain't really believe them
They say they on my side
But I ain't really believe them
No, No, No
Demons
I've been talking to these demons
I ain't believe them, no
I ain't believe them
[Hook]
I'm at war with myself
I been talking to these demons
Why you say you leaving baby just give me a reason
Percy and a Backwood just to help me with the grieving
They say they on my side but I ain't really believe them
No, I ain't really believe them
No, I ain't really believe them
They say they on my side
But I ain't really believe them
No, No, No
[Verse 1]
Always keep the fake shit
I don't bring those boys around
Pick and choose my homies
Only real ones I surround
Step too deep in that water
Think I almost drowned
Took a couple loses but i never back down
I'm the king of this shit you better pass me on the crown
Shawty I can't love nobody hope you understand
I was by my lonely tryna make a couple bands
Didn't think I'd still be living 2020 wasn't planned
Contemplate options give my life to them xans
Put myself-
In the wrong hands
Yeah I put myself-
In the wrong hands
[Hook]
I'm at war with myself
I been talking to these demons
Why you say you leaving baby just give me a reason
Percy and a Backwood just to help me with the grieving
They say they on my side but I ain't really believe them
No, I ain't really believe them
No, I ain't really believe them
They say they on my side
But I ain't really believe them
No, No, No
[Verse 2]
I know I've been gone baby
I've been up working
Fuckin up my head when these demons always lurkin'
I'm tryna make it better but the situations worse
And I think about this love shit like it ain't the right version
Imma be a legend one day not no urban
Had to leave your side made me feel like a burden
Live my life reckless 'cause my future ain't certain
I'd just popped a perc
12 askin' for my urine
Heart been left in pieces man i think I need a surgeon
Imma get this money for my family I'm determined
Baby pay attention all the lessons you been learning
No way that you can cross me yeah I feel like my heart burnin'
[Hook]
I'm at war with myself
I been talking to these demons
Why you say you leaving baby just give me a reason
Percy and a Backwood just to help me with the grieving
They say they on my side but I ain't really believe them
No, I ain't really believe them
No, I ain't really believe them
They say they on my side
But I ain't really believe them
No, No, No