Dreams and Demons by Rhys-Jasper Lyrics

Watching from afar as I live through this again
Knowing that I will make mistakes
Never speaking up turns my questions into pain
Knowing that I will have regrets

Questioning who I am as I’m shaking at my core
Wondering if it’ll ever feel right
Hiding from myself, my mind and body are at war
Wondering if it’ll ever feel safe

And I can’t fight it anymore
I see it all the time in
These mirrors in my mind
And I can’t hide it anymore
I’ve been through this before
Some things you can’t ignore

Seeing my whole life in front of me, I still have doubts
Hoping that I won’t remember this
Facing memories of times I needed a way out
Hoping that I wouldn’t feel the pain
And I can’t fight it anymore
I see it all the time in
These mirrors in my mind
And I can’t hide it anymore
I’ve been through this before
Some things you can’t ignore

I watch my dreams fade away in front of me
I feel my demons hold me back
Those are the dreams that I counted on so long
Those are the demons I ran from

And I can’t fight it anymore
I see it all the time in
These mirrors in my mind
And I can’t hide it anymore
I’ve been through this before
Some things you can’t ignore