5 YEARS SINCE OUR BREAK UP by Rhyan Besco Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I'm out of trust
There’s another one down my draIn
That I went and fucked up
I thought that you’d never leave
[Chorus]
And I hope you find some friends
That’ll love you lIke I dId
And I hope you find somebody
That’ll put up wIth your shit
And I know you won’t complain
Cause that’s just not how you’re raised
Even after all your shame
I’ma love you now just the same
[Verse 2]
I’m not enough
It sucks, but I’m honest
I just need to grow up
And deal wIth the consequences
There’s no us
Is thIs what I wanted
I gave up our trust
I guess that’s my luck
Luck babe
[Chorus]
And I know you’ll fInd some friends
That’ll love you like I dId
And I know you’ll fInd somebody
That’ll put up wIth your shit
And I know you won’t complain
Cause that’s just not how you’re raised
Even after all your shame
I’ma love you now just the same
[BrIdge]
I thInk I started praying more hoping you don’t exist
Or maybe I’m just too naive to know what heartbreak is
For every damn text message that I wouldn’t send
I got It saved off In my drafts for when you text again
Another day
Another hour
Another minute goes
A cigarette up to your lip like you’re raising a toast
You look at me and give a stare like you’re seeing a ghost
I know the truth is that you’re looking for wisdom and hope
[Chorus]
And I see you’ve found some friends
Do they love you like I dId (do they? do they?)
And I see you’ve found somebody
Do they put up wIth your shit (your shit)
And I know you won’t complain (complain now baby)
Cause that’s just not how you’re raised (raised now baby)
Even after all your shame
I’ma love you now just the same
[Post]
There’s another one down, and you’ll never know
I just hope you come around me when I’m alone (round round round)
5 years since you left me and after your
Shame I’ma love you now just the same
Yeah
I'm out of trust
There’s another one down my draIn
That I went and fucked up
I thought that you’d never leave
[Chorus]
And I hope you find some friends
That’ll love you lIke I dId
And I hope you find somebody
That’ll put up wIth your shit
And I know you won’t complain
Cause that’s just not how you’re raised
Even after all your shame
I’ma love you now just the same
[Verse 2]
I’m not enough
It sucks, but I’m honest
I just need to grow up
And deal wIth the consequences
There’s no us
Is thIs what I wanted
I gave up our trust
I guess that’s my luck
Luck babe
[Chorus]
And I know you’ll fInd some friends
That’ll love you like I dId
And I know you’ll fInd somebody
That’ll put up wIth your shit
And I know you won’t complain
Cause that’s just not how you’re raised
Even after all your shame
I’ma love you now just the same
[BrIdge]
I thInk I started praying more hoping you don’t exist
Or maybe I’m just too naive to know what heartbreak is
For every damn text message that I wouldn’t send
I got It saved off In my drafts for when you text again
Another day
Another hour
Another minute goes
A cigarette up to your lip like you’re raising a toast
You look at me and give a stare like you’re seeing a ghost
I know the truth is that you’re looking for wisdom and hope
[Chorus]
And I see you’ve found some friends
Do they love you like I dId (do they? do they?)
And I see you’ve found somebody
Do they put up wIth your shit (your shit)
And I know you won’t complain (complain now baby)
Cause that’s just not how you’re raised (raised now baby)
Even after all your shame
I’ma love you now just the same
[Post]
There’s another one down, and you’ll never know
I just hope you come around me when I’m alone (round round round)
5 years since you left me and after your
Shame I’ma love you now just the same
Yeah