Dissonance by Rezolution Lyrics
RhythminWriting
Verse 1:
There comes a time in your life
If you want a change in it when you have to decide
If this is the night your gonna set this shit right
Or just stay runnin in place, racing at the same pace
Cuz I see now I’m not getting anywhere I haven’t been before from here
It’s insane to see my logic play out
But somehow I’m still alive my life is crazy
Cuz let’s face it I’ve been on the same page
For so long, my minutes feel like days
It just used to be fun n games and livin it up in the drug stagе
But I’ve been stuck at the point, wherе this shit isn’t a phase
And wakin up sick every morning is just another day
And so many have blended together I’m losing track of whether
Or not I’m the same person I was when I got into this
And is the man that stands screaming here today, any different
Either way I’m proud to say I’ve grown tired of this shit
I’m out of the game I’m outta all of it
I have to be cuz if I wasn’t I’d be a hypocrite
Just another lil bitch who talks about doin shit and
Never goes through with it
I’m through with it including the old me
And the frienemies that were never friends-to-me to begin with
Chorus:
Verse 2:
That’s why I’m pickin up this pen cuz finally I’m livid
Cuz if you get upset with the direction its goin and the life you’re livin
N fed up with the road then
Like I said it begins with a decision
And the choice can’t be voiced by anyone else chords
It’s gotta resound from yours
And make that shit be heard
Cuz you’re not livin your life for anyone else in this world
But you, it’s the truth and I had to lose it all for me to
See and it and believe it with my own eyes, it’s true
N I’ve lost most of my youth to drugs but I’m not dead yet
So fuck regrets, all the bullshit that’s happened was meant
All the days I’ll always forget and all the hurtful shit that was said
Has had to be left for dead
I’m admitting I have a problem, dissolving my denial was the first step
Cuz I never thought I did
I thought I was in control of my whole world until I flew right out of it
In fact for so long my drug addict ass was proud of it
I’m trippin out about how much of my life has already passed n how it went,*
Down so many routes I never thought I’d take but for the hell of it I just said fuck it
I loved it
Chorus:
Verse 3:
You can’t let yourself get dragged down by anyone else but you
Cuz in the end that’s the only one who’s responsible for the shit that you do
It’s disgusting to me now how familiar the feeling in me was
The action the habit the drugs the buzz it was natural
Fuck fightin fair with these demons
I’m cutting their heads off and askin questions after
Cuz I know my road to recovery
Is riddled with relapse demons creepin’ out there
Lil fuckers can't wait to follow me around
Lurkin waitin to attack at my weakest hour
Right as soon as I start on my downward spiral
Is exactly when these demons gain their power
But fuck that I’m pullin up there’s no comin back down now
N you know what its funny cuz somehow
I’m higher sober now than I ever was
It just took to me this last overdose to figure out that I can love
My life without the help from all the drugs
There just comes a time
When you hit that point of no return
And you have to choose if this is the life you wanna live and the
Skin you wanna do it in
It’s up to you if you decide to burn or learn
When everything starts boiling over
N temperature reaches a critical limit
And patience is the last shit your tryin to exhibit
Cuz your mind is spinnin getting dizzy and you can’t stop thinking
About shit that keeps you sinking
When you’re drownin how can you breathe
When the same scenes get stuck on repeat
This game seems insane to me…
Verse 1:
There comes a time in your life
If you want a change in it when you have to decide
If this is the night your gonna set this shit right
Or just stay runnin in place, racing at the same pace
Cuz I see now I’m not getting anywhere I haven’t been before from here
It’s insane to see my logic play out
But somehow I’m still alive my life is crazy
Cuz let’s face it I’ve been on the same page
For so long, my minutes feel like days
It just used to be fun n games and livin it up in the drug stagе
But I’ve been stuck at the point, wherе this shit isn’t a phase
And wakin up sick every morning is just another day
And so many have blended together I’m losing track of whether
Or not I’m the same person I was when I got into this
And is the man that stands screaming here today, any different
Either way I’m proud to say I’ve grown tired of this shit
I’m out of the game I’m outta all of it
I have to be cuz if I wasn’t I’d be a hypocrite
Just another lil bitch who talks about doin shit and
Never goes through with it
I’m through with it including the old me
And the frienemies that were never friends-to-me to begin with
Chorus:
Verse 2:
That’s why I’m pickin up this pen cuz finally I’m livid
Cuz if you get upset with the direction its goin and the life you’re livin
N fed up with the road then
Like I said it begins with a decision
And the choice can’t be voiced by anyone else chords
It’s gotta resound from yours
And make that shit be heard
Cuz you’re not livin your life for anyone else in this world
But you, it’s the truth and I had to lose it all for me to
See and it and believe it with my own eyes, it’s true
N I’ve lost most of my youth to drugs but I’m not dead yet
So fuck regrets, all the bullshit that’s happened was meant
All the days I’ll always forget and all the hurtful shit that was said
Has had to be left for dead
I’m admitting I have a problem, dissolving my denial was the first step
Cuz I never thought I did
I thought I was in control of my whole world until I flew right out of it
In fact for so long my drug addict ass was proud of it
I’m trippin out about how much of my life has already passed n how it went,*
Down so many routes I never thought I’d take but for the hell of it I just said fuck it
I loved it
Chorus:
Verse 3:
You can’t let yourself get dragged down by anyone else but you
Cuz in the end that’s the only one who’s responsible for the shit that you do
It’s disgusting to me now how familiar the feeling in me was
The action the habit the drugs the buzz it was natural
Fuck fightin fair with these demons
I’m cutting their heads off and askin questions after
Cuz I know my road to recovery
Is riddled with relapse demons creepin’ out there
Lil fuckers can't wait to follow me around
Lurkin waitin to attack at my weakest hour
Right as soon as I start on my downward spiral
Is exactly when these demons gain their power
But fuck that I’m pullin up there’s no comin back down now
N you know what its funny cuz somehow
I’m higher sober now than I ever was
It just took to me this last overdose to figure out that I can love
My life without the help from all the drugs
There just comes a time
When you hit that point of no return
And you have to choose if this is the life you wanna live and the
Skin you wanna do it in
It’s up to you if you decide to burn or learn
When everything starts boiling over
N temperature reaches a critical limit
And patience is the last shit your tryin to exhibit
Cuz your mind is spinnin getting dizzy and you can’t stop thinking
About shit that keeps you sinking
When you’re drownin how can you breathe
When the same scenes get stuck on repeat
This game seems insane to me…