Who Have I Become by Respect Lyrics

[Verse]
I've been losing all my time
On my hopes on my rhymes
On my life and my health
I've been choosing you over everything
Now I feel like I'm left with nothing but me and..
Well..
I don' t feel that good
I don't think that good
I don't smell that well
I've been trying to pick myself over everything else
But I keep coming back to you
And back to you
You bat me through the stars
I don't even need a room
Don't need a roof
I feel like I'm back at the start
I cannot talk to myself anymore
Hate the way that I seem
When I slam every door
Talking to you makes me feel like I'm good
But I know that's not true and I know that I should
By myself to be who I love
Who I am right now I cannot get enough
When I'm thinking of talking to you
And my eyes they are blue
They're not green that's not true (At all)
I did my best to follow orders
I did my best to be your friend
I held your hand when you felt ignored
Now I feel like I'm lost again
You don't want me to know
I don't want you to see we've been going and going around around
Eventually you'll be meant for me
[Bridge]
Or maybe It's all a lie maybe its all a game
Maybe its all time
Maybe were all just play
What the fuck is wrong with this life we all have to stare at
So desmond at the thoughts I have to bare at

[Outro]
I feel like I'm gone again and I'm lost
I feel like I'm lost again and I'm gone
Who have I become and why
Who have I become and why