Pessimist by RenAnima Lyrics
Pessimistic
Words of a pessimist I
Am a Perfectionist and
My state of mind is one of
Something that’s negligent I
Feed off the elements of
My own reflection I am
Drastically negative cause
Depression settling in
A disappointment of his
Destruction stuck in my will
State of perception is blind
Constantly question if I
Lose to depression and die
Would you question or just
Reject the message
Or would you tell me I should learn a lesson
And then keep it steppin
Or would you cry over never helping
Or would you feel like your the only reason that I felt so helpless
I don’t know cause this only my perception
I just hope you get it
Depression got me stuck I cannot feel
I’m steady numb inside
And I can’t even tell if this is real
Love is something that I wanna feel
And if I’m not accepted I don’t even think I ever will
Depression got me stuck I cannot feel
I’m steady numb inside -
And I can’t even tell if this is real-
Love is something that I wanna feel
And if I’m not accepted I don’t even think I ever will (look)
Passive aggressive and you
Constantly checking when I
Make a mistake and become
Something that’s fake so that I
Am someone who will survive
The stone and look in ya eye
I think I’m wasting my time
This I am craving but I’m
Extremely jaded because
I’m doing good but I feel
I feel you hate it you see
Here in this instance I think
You made this distance because
You didn’t benefit from
Resentment caused from back then
Now I cannot let you in
This darkness growing within
I’ll show you heaven on earth
I still give you my word
Just so you know I am hurt
I’m plenty stuck in my ways
I reminisce about days
Before the image would fade
Blasting the music of our
Blasphemous legends we would
Chill and laugh at our ways
But that was back in the day
Perception faded since then
You never letting me in
I feel you try but then you
Run and hide once again
The storm is raging inside
So I withdraw once again
Alcohol taking over
Why are you never sober
This’ll never be over
Depression got me stuck I cannot feel
I’m steady numb inside
And I can’t even tell if this is real
Love is something that I wanna feel
And if I’m not accepted I don’t even think I ever will
Depression got me stuck I cannot feel
I’m steady numb inside -
And I can’t even tell if this is real-
Love is something that I wanna feel
And if I’m not accepted I don’t even think I ever will
Words of a pessimist I
Am a Perfectionist and
My state of mind is one of
Something that’s negligent I
Feed off the elements of
My own reflection I am
Drastically negative cause
Depression settling in
A disappointment of his
Destruction stuck in my will
State of perception is blind
Constantly question if I
Lose to depression and die
Would you question or just
Reject the message
Or would you tell me I should learn a lesson
And then keep it steppin
Or would you cry over never helping
Or would you feel like your the only reason that I felt so helpless
I don’t know cause this only my perception
I just hope you get it
Depression got me stuck I cannot feel
I’m steady numb inside
And I can’t even tell if this is real
Love is something that I wanna feel
And if I’m not accepted I don’t even think I ever will
Depression got me stuck I cannot feel
I’m steady numb inside -
And I can’t even tell if this is real-
Love is something that I wanna feel
And if I’m not accepted I don’t even think I ever will (look)
Passive aggressive and you
Constantly checking when I
Make a mistake and become
Something that’s fake so that I
Am someone who will survive
The stone and look in ya eye
I think I’m wasting my time
This I am craving but I’m
Extremely jaded because
I’m doing good but I feel
I feel you hate it you see
Here in this instance I think
You made this distance because
You didn’t benefit from
Resentment caused from back then
Now I cannot let you in
This darkness growing within
I’ll show you heaven on earth
I still give you my word
Just so you know I am hurt
I’m plenty stuck in my ways
I reminisce about days
Before the image would fade
Blasting the music of our
Blasphemous legends we would
Chill and laugh at our ways
But that was back in the day
Perception faded since then
You never letting me in
I feel you try but then you
Run and hide once again
The storm is raging inside
So I withdraw once again
Alcohol taking over
Why are you never sober
This’ll never be over
Depression got me stuck I cannot feel
I’m steady numb inside
And I can’t even tell if this is real
Love is something that I wanna feel
And if I’m not accepted I don’t even think I ever will
Depression got me stuck I cannot feel
I’m steady numb inside -
And I can’t even tell if this is real-
Love is something that I wanna feel
And if I’m not accepted I don’t even think I ever will