Ptsd by Rehllik Lyrics

{chorus}

Hate what you did to me
You ruined my life
Rest in peace
Still, see you in my dreams
I cut my thighs
And cry to sleep
Blood seeps into my sheets
Why'd you have to do this to me
I think it’s my fault I have ptsd

{verse}

I ruin everything
Self-destruct built in my body
When I kill myself just leave me be
This shit is killing me
It's so hard to fall asleep
I'm scared of everything
Trying not to cut my skin too deep
{chorus}

Hate what you did to me
You ruined my life
Rest in peace
Still, see you in my dreams
I cut my thighs
And cry to sleep
Blood seeps into my sheets
Why’d you have to do this to me
I think it's my fault I have ptsd

{verse}

Sometimes I clutch my bladе
Just to make sure I can still feel pain
All I know is that this shit will nevеr change
It's hard for me to shower
I hate that I do this to myself
I wash my cuts for hours
Then tell everyone I'm doing well
I still have your cigarette burns
I still eat and throw up later
And I still wish that I didn't remember

{chorus}
Hate what you did to me
You ruined my life
Rest in peace
Still, see you in my dreams
I cut my thighs
And cry to sleep
Blood seeps into my sheets
Why'd you have to do this to me
I think it's my fault I have ptsd