Merge by Reclaimer Lyrics

For a few years now, I've watched myself become complacent
I just can't, I just can't figure this out

There's been so many days, that I've just wasted away
With my own hands wrapped around my throat
I'm just so sick of staying in this bed, and I can only feel myself slipping into the depths of my self loathing
And I won't feel a thing because I'm just used to the pain inflicted on myself
I can't fucking stand these four walls anymore, and when they close in I'll just be lost again
Months seem to fade away, and I'm stood in place, watching the sun sink again

[Ashley Emery]
I still have no idea, what made me like this
I've become the person tying the noose
Without even trying, I will slowly fade away
You can hang this rope
You can hang this rope

Little reason to stay awake
Little meaning, in the excuses I make

You'll always be there in the back of my mind, whispering the fascination of death, and how I can't avoid it
But if I'm to see better days, something's gotta change
But I'm all out of options, and I can't see myself getting any better
I am complacent, I am nothing
I am complacent, I am nothing
I am complacent, I am nothing
I deserve this