Manic Energy by Rebecca Locke Lyrics

[Verse]
What's another day when you're wasting your life away
Lie in bed cancel your plans 'til you start worrying your friends
You can show up and smile say

[spoken]
"I haven't seen you guys in a while
I've been so fucking busy and I don't have time for niceties"

[Chorus]
And I'll go home and cry because I feel like I have no control
Over my life I wanna die!!
But mostly I just want to sleep
Or know where to put my two feet
(Oh no)
I just want someone to love me

[spoken]
The only person that I wanna be with is with someone else
(That's rough man)
And she's so lovely I can't even be mad about it
But that's okay
I'll just die alone like the rest of us—
I mean that's all you can really ask for in this life;
Make a few friends, and then you die
You could also get a dog
(Domino!)
That's what I did
[Verse]
I'll get out of bed by 3 and wash my hair eventually
Maybe if I'm feeling particularly adventurous I'll go to Aldi
Go to a party and flirt with someone randomly
Go home with them, pretend to cum go home again
Wonder what the fuck I've done

[Chorus]
Because I feel like I have no control
Over my life I wanna die!
But mostly I just want to sleep
Or know where to put my two feet
(Oh no!)
I just want someone to love me
But no one loves me the way I want
It's always too much or not enough
I just wanna die for someone
But that's not healthy

[spoken]
My therapist told me I need to love myself before I love anyone else
But that's bullshit
I've spent my entire life loving other people
Look at where that's got me
What's loving myself gonna do?
Everything I do is motivated by self hatred
Or trying to get someone to love me
Or like me
Or validate me
[Outro]
I'll go home and cry because I feel like I have no control
Over my life I wanna die!
I'll go home and cry because I feel like I have no control
Over my life I wanna die!
But mostly I just want to sleep
Or know where to put my two feet
(Oh no!)
I just want someone to love me