NEVER MIND by Ray Leslie Lyrics
[Chorus: Ray Leslie]
Every night beside you baby
Trauma getting best of me
Sometimes I’m just fucking up a healthy type of energy
Can’t say that I’m trying, I been ducking ‘countability
Fuck, I just wanna hoop
[Verse 1: Ray Leslie]
Party on the corner, get my drinks with no water
This reminding me how boredom get deceptive with its counter feed
Diary of a stunted teen, memories on my right sleeve
Holding up a picture of what happened to what could’ve been
Habits dying slowly, yeah
I got mighty ambition baby, hold me back with this love that’s crazy
Shoulder wept on not bent on daily, drinking Vodka spun round with baileys
Carousel on my sights but hazy
Tell myself I’m not round this bitch again
I might drown again, I might sound abrupt when I get to vent
Fuck the drama man, been America
That’s how free I am, that’s how steeze I am
I get freaky damn, sweet I kiss the cam
Say goodnight to em, say she love me back
Life feel good again, validation stem from some reckless hand
Inconsistent past, need some counselling, need adrenaline
Jump the jet and yell “I’m so ecstatic”
I might lift a couple palettes, I might halt with the dramatics
I might pull up at your door step and pretend this sex is active
Just to say I’m needing closure but a friend been fucking absent
Hova said it can’t buy nothing til the money double stacked
[Pre-Chorus: Ray Leslie]
Every night beside you baby
Every night
Every night beside you baby
Every night
[Chorus: Ray Leslie]
Every night beside you baby
Trauma getting best of me
Sometimes I’m just fucking up a healthy type of energy
Can’t say that I’m trying, I been ducking ‘countability
Fuck, I just wanna hoop
Never mind
[Verse 2: JJ Shadow]
I been tryna get through life
Find my way up out the strife
God is back in Heaven, all is swell
But you said that you wanna meet tonight
But I don't really rock with that well
Cause when I see you it cuts like a knife
I feel like somebody watching me
Which is funny cause I been outta sight
I've been off the grid like Yeezus
Young, dumb, broke and my heart in pieces
Caged spirit like I don't know who Khalid is
Mental breakdowns make 'em think I need Jesus
But I don't need your paragraphs or a thesis
I need love, unconditional, to me it's
Too much to ask after demons
Came and went through my head, what you see is
A product of trauma and hurt
Been stirring shit up like it's Drama Alert
And I do not wanna be the one to burn
These bridges but bitches are all on my nerves
And when I say bitches I do not mean women
I mean anybody who makes me disperse
Tried talking it out but that shit did not work
So I put it all in this verse
I put it all on the beat
I use these bars like it's heat
Duck 'em when you on the street
Cause when I cannot get this out of my head
I'll close casket put that shit to rest
I wish that I could think less
I wish that I wasn't always stressed
But now I gotta make my own bed
And find my way out of this mess
I know I ain't treat you well
Ducking every call on my cell
But past shit always giving me hell
And the thought of you leaving me still
Still haunts but I know I gotta tell this tale
I won't always be the same
Shit, I might have to change my name
I made some mistakes I can't change
But I changed so I don't make those mistakes again
[Pre-Chorus: Ray Leslie]
Every night beside you baby
Every night
Every night beside you baby
Every night
[Chorus: Ray Leslie]
Every night beside you baby
Trauma getting best of me
Sometimes I’m just fucking up a healthy type of energy
Can’t say that I’m trying, I been ducking ‘countability
Fuck, I just wanna hoop
Never mind
Every night beside you baby
Trauma getting best of me
Sometimes I’m just fucking up a healthy type of energy
Can’t say that I’m trying, I been ducking ‘countability
Fuck, I just wanna hoop
[Verse 1: Ray Leslie]
Party on the corner, get my drinks with no water
This reminding me how boredom get deceptive with its counter feed
Diary of a stunted teen, memories on my right sleeve
Holding up a picture of what happened to what could’ve been
Habits dying slowly, yeah
I got mighty ambition baby, hold me back with this love that’s crazy
Shoulder wept on not bent on daily, drinking Vodka spun round with baileys
Carousel on my sights but hazy
Tell myself I’m not round this bitch again
I might drown again, I might sound abrupt when I get to vent
Fuck the drama man, been America
That’s how free I am, that’s how steeze I am
I get freaky damn, sweet I kiss the cam
Say goodnight to em, say she love me back
Life feel good again, validation stem from some reckless hand
Inconsistent past, need some counselling, need adrenaline
Jump the jet and yell “I’m so ecstatic”
I might lift a couple palettes, I might halt with the dramatics
I might pull up at your door step and pretend this sex is active
Just to say I’m needing closure but a friend been fucking absent
Hova said it can’t buy nothing til the money double stacked
[Pre-Chorus: Ray Leslie]
Every night beside you baby
Every night
Every night beside you baby
Every night
[Chorus: Ray Leslie]
Every night beside you baby
Trauma getting best of me
Sometimes I’m just fucking up a healthy type of energy
Can’t say that I’m trying, I been ducking ‘countability
Fuck, I just wanna hoop
Never mind
[Verse 2: JJ Shadow]
I been tryna get through life
Find my way up out the strife
God is back in Heaven, all is swell
But you said that you wanna meet tonight
But I don't really rock with that well
Cause when I see you it cuts like a knife
I feel like somebody watching me
Which is funny cause I been outta sight
I've been off the grid like Yeezus
Young, dumb, broke and my heart in pieces
Caged spirit like I don't know who Khalid is
Mental breakdowns make 'em think I need Jesus
But I don't need your paragraphs or a thesis
I need love, unconditional, to me it's
Too much to ask after demons
Came and went through my head, what you see is
A product of trauma and hurt
Been stirring shit up like it's Drama Alert
And I do not wanna be the one to burn
These bridges but bitches are all on my nerves
And when I say bitches I do not mean women
I mean anybody who makes me disperse
Tried talking it out but that shit did not work
So I put it all in this verse
I put it all on the beat
I use these bars like it's heat
Duck 'em when you on the street
Cause when I cannot get this out of my head
I'll close casket put that shit to rest
I wish that I could think less
I wish that I wasn't always stressed
But now I gotta make my own bed
And find my way out of this mess
I know I ain't treat you well
Ducking every call on my cell
But past shit always giving me hell
And the thought of you leaving me still
Still haunts but I know I gotta tell this tale
I won't always be the same
Shit, I might have to change my name
I made some mistakes I can't change
But I changed so I don't make those mistakes again
[Pre-Chorus: Ray Leslie]
Every night beside you baby
Every night
Every night beside you baby
Every night
[Chorus: Ray Leslie]
Every night beside you baby
Trauma getting best of me
Sometimes I’m just fucking up a healthy type of energy
Can’t say that I’m trying, I been ducking ‘countability
Fuck, I just wanna hoop
Never mind