Your hatred feels like ecstasy by Raven! (@ravenssblood) Lyrics
Raven!
[verse 1]
And i ain't made it to the top
But i dont wanna make it
Id rather get some fucking cake and spend it on vacations
I bought some drugs with all the money that i found now
You ain't my homie just because you been around wow
I know ill outplay all of yall and i dont even mean to flex
Im just making all these beats and i ain't even fuckin stressed
20k worth of pills dont need no jewelry on my neck
Cuz i need bars up in my neck
Keep on poppin till im d*ad
On my phone i dont get texts
I might just go and text your ex
Not to fuck but just to flex
And then i craft a fucking hex
Witches travel in the dark
Killing spree in daytime
Popping all the bars and i dont take no nap time
Stacking all this money that i never really made
I might rob and steal your shit just so i can feel okay
Pass my potion with the plague, with a little bit of K
Bitch im tryna get so zooted that i cannot feel my legs
[bridge]
Ay mixed my fucking xannies with my addys now
Upper with them downers thats a party wow
And i chased it down with vodka yes i go to hell
And i make your parents shiver like, oh well
[pre Chorus 1]
Well known drug addict, friends try to stop my habits
Fuck yall i ain't havin it
Im gonna keep on stacking
Pills pills pills
Bitch i love the fucking feel feel feel
When im high all the time
[Hook]
Go ahead and turn your back on me your hatred feels like ecstasy
And i dont take to nice to people tryna come sit next to me
Im finding drugs ive never seen
They all just tellin me get clean
Wonder how to stop a fiend?
Feed me all the drugs you see
Friends gon turn there back on me
I dont need em let me be
Fuck it let me rest in peace
And bitch i need my refill please
Drugs in bottles lookin clean
Take em takem go to sleep
Too fucked up to have a dream
Never wake up happily
[verse 2]
Im so unique your shits so stupid
Please dont try and play ya music
I dont let you have the aux unless you give me oxy
Like ah, ah, ah, ah
I be poppin hella p*ll
Like ah, ah, ah, ah
Ill be falling down a hill
Dont fucking catch me, let me bleed
Bitch i wanna scrape my knees
I dont want this blood in me
I would rather die diseased
Bitch i wish i was never seen
Watch me walk of in the sea
Last youll ever see of me
Bitch i wanna fucking bleed
Life gets shit progressively
And it will never let you breath
You can't miss a second, end up second guessin, what this is?
Did you make important ones?
Probably not
Did you have fun? hell nah
Now you run run from the back, cause it comes
[pre Chorus 2]
Quicker then all the people on the side waiting for you to fall down
And i do not wanna die but i feel like falling down
And i dumped my whole clique cuz they all some fucking clowns
And youll never catch me out dont got no reason for the towns
[Hook]
Go ahead and turn your back on me your hatred feels like ecstasy
And i dont take to nice to people tryna come sit next to me
Im finding drugs ive never seen
They all just tellin me get clean
Wonder how to stop a fiend?
Feed me all the drugs you see
Friends gon turn there back on me
I dont need em let me be
Fuck it let me rest in peace
And bitch i need my refill please
Drugs in bottles lookin clean
Take em takem go to sleep
Too fucked up to have a dream
Never wake up happily
[Encore]
Maybe one day i would like to get better but for now i dont wanna get better, get better, i ain't ready
I can't even pop bean when its just inside of me
All these fuckers all diseased cuz i do not need to dream
[verse 1]
And i ain't made it to the top
But i dont wanna make it
Id rather get some fucking cake and spend it on vacations
I bought some drugs with all the money that i found now
You ain't my homie just because you been around wow
I know ill outplay all of yall and i dont even mean to flex
Im just making all these beats and i ain't even fuckin stressed
20k worth of pills dont need no jewelry on my neck
Cuz i need bars up in my neck
Keep on poppin till im d*ad
On my phone i dont get texts
I might just go and text your ex
Not to fuck but just to flex
And then i craft a fucking hex
Witches travel in the dark
Killing spree in daytime
Popping all the bars and i dont take no nap time
Stacking all this money that i never really made
I might rob and steal your shit just so i can feel okay
Pass my potion with the plague, with a little bit of K
Bitch im tryna get so zooted that i cannot feel my legs
[bridge]
Ay mixed my fucking xannies with my addys now
Upper with them downers thats a party wow
And i chased it down with vodka yes i go to hell
And i make your parents shiver like, oh well
[pre Chorus 1]
Well known drug addict, friends try to stop my habits
Fuck yall i ain't havin it
Im gonna keep on stacking
Pills pills pills
Bitch i love the fucking feel feel feel
When im high all the time
[Hook]
Go ahead and turn your back on me your hatred feels like ecstasy
And i dont take to nice to people tryna come sit next to me
Im finding drugs ive never seen
They all just tellin me get clean
Wonder how to stop a fiend?
Feed me all the drugs you see
Friends gon turn there back on me
I dont need em let me be
Fuck it let me rest in peace
And bitch i need my refill please
Drugs in bottles lookin clean
Take em takem go to sleep
Too fucked up to have a dream
Never wake up happily
[verse 2]
Im so unique your shits so stupid
Please dont try and play ya music
I dont let you have the aux unless you give me oxy
Like ah, ah, ah, ah
I be poppin hella p*ll
Like ah, ah, ah, ah
Ill be falling down a hill
Dont fucking catch me, let me bleed
Bitch i wanna scrape my knees
I dont want this blood in me
I would rather die diseased
Bitch i wish i was never seen
Watch me walk of in the sea
Last youll ever see of me
Bitch i wanna fucking bleed
Life gets shit progressively
And it will never let you breath
You can't miss a second, end up second guessin, what this is?
Did you make important ones?
Probably not
Did you have fun? hell nah
Now you run run from the back, cause it comes
[pre Chorus 2]
Quicker then all the people on the side waiting for you to fall down
And i do not wanna die but i feel like falling down
And i dumped my whole clique cuz they all some fucking clowns
And youll never catch me out dont got no reason for the towns
[Hook]
Go ahead and turn your back on me your hatred feels like ecstasy
And i dont take to nice to people tryna come sit next to me
Im finding drugs ive never seen
They all just tellin me get clean
Wonder how to stop a fiend?
Feed me all the drugs you see
Friends gon turn there back on me
I dont need em let me be
Fuck it let me rest in peace
And bitch i need my refill please
Drugs in bottles lookin clean
Take em takem go to sleep
Too fucked up to have a dream
Never wake up happily
[Encore]
Maybe one day i would like to get better but for now i dont wanna get better, get better, i ain't ready
I can't even pop bean when its just inside of me
All these fuckers all diseased cuz i do not need to dream