Free Conversation by Ramos Lyrics
She wanted to undress my mind I just wanted to do was undress her
Said there was something about my eyes and hers
Well they told me everything I needed to know about her
Yes curious as to what they tell you
But baby don’t even worry about it I’m with it regardless
We’re both heartless so none of us could ever get hurt in the process
It’s perfect no need open up
After drowning in the hennensy I’m tryna fuck
Ugh you’re the perfect stranger
But she’s convinced speaking to a stranger’s easier
Ugh so I take another shot then another shot then another shot then another shot
Just so we can have no filter when we talk
No judgment past once we turn the lights off
As she took another shot I started rolling up
Bumpin the score killing me softly was her shit
She didn’t wanna be another skeleton again
In someone else's closet doesn’t understand
Why nobody would love her not even her dad
No rent money can’t withdraw out the atm
So she stripping out in breathless but got bigger plans
Plus her sister past who her uncle raped
Who shot him then shot herself her only escape
Learned her mother might not be her real mother before her Grandma died those were her last words to her
Now she graduating in May with a bachelors degree
That accomplishment only reaches a certain degree
When your mentally unstable all these thoughts running through your mind every single one is fatal
Hit the blunt took another shoot hit the blunt took another shot
(pass that)
I hit the blunt and took another shot hit the blunt drinking remy on the rocks
So she took my shirt off and vice versa tells me its my turn
Well I’ma need another blunt and more shots yea and let me start with everything I’m not everything I’m not
Not always cool calm and collective that's on the surface
Could not allow anyone to sense I when going through some shit
Dad was out the picture mom was always working
Had to learn to deal with things on my own
Changed my perspective of place neglection
Out in Puerto Rico on my death bed
And my grandmother wouldn’t even take me to the hospital
Because I was my mothers child
Crazy shit but I learned from it
Very observant so be careful how you move around me
Be careful who you call family
Saw people’s true colors during hurricane sandy
Ughh hit the blunt took another shot hit the blunt took another shot
Then another shot then another shot then I hit the blunt
See I was fucked up for a while couldn't trust anybody
Addicted to drugs and alcohol finding comfort in a woman's body
But could never stay committed to just one I guess its in my genes
During the time period where my jeans sagged low
I was hustling had gang affiliations that I never repped though
Suffered police brutality taking a hit for my homies and I didn't even know
Never would’ve thought at some point in life I would have suicidal thoughts
You know I even tried it once made a left into a moving truck
The real story behind what happened to my corolla
Never said that out loud before
Not expecting pity don’t look at me different
And thank god everyday that he saved me from my own decision
Yea
Thank god everyday that he saved me from my own decision
Wake up everyday and thank god he saved me from my own decision
My own decision been through it and woke up
I saw the light and I saw clear
Said there was something about my eyes and hers
Well they told me everything I needed to know about her
Yes curious as to what they tell you
But baby don’t even worry about it I’m with it regardless
We’re both heartless so none of us could ever get hurt in the process
It’s perfect no need open up
After drowning in the hennensy I’m tryna fuck
Ugh you’re the perfect stranger
But she’s convinced speaking to a stranger’s easier
Ugh so I take another shot then another shot then another shot then another shot
Just so we can have no filter when we talk
No judgment past once we turn the lights off
As she took another shot I started rolling up
Bumpin the score killing me softly was her shit
She didn’t wanna be another skeleton again
In someone else's closet doesn’t understand
Why nobody would love her not even her dad
No rent money can’t withdraw out the atm
So she stripping out in breathless but got bigger plans
Plus her sister past who her uncle raped
Who shot him then shot herself her only escape
Learned her mother might not be her real mother before her Grandma died those were her last words to her
Now she graduating in May with a bachelors degree
That accomplishment only reaches a certain degree
When your mentally unstable all these thoughts running through your mind every single one is fatal
Hit the blunt took another shoot hit the blunt took another shot
(pass that)
I hit the blunt and took another shot hit the blunt drinking remy on the rocks
So she took my shirt off and vice versa tells me its my turn
Well I’ma need another blunt and more shots yea and let me start with everything I’m not everything I’m not
Not always cool calm and collective that's on the surface
Could not allow anyone to sense I when going through some shit
Dad was out the picture mom was always working
Had to learn to deal with things on my own
Changed my perspective of place neglection
Out in Puerto Rico on my death bed
And my grandmother wouldn’t even take me to the hospital
Because I was my mothers child
Crazy shit but I learned from it
Very observant so be careful how you move around me
Be careful who you call family
Saw people’s true colors during hurricane sandy
Ughh hit the blunt took another shot hit the blunt took another shot
Then another shot then another shot then I hit the blunt
See I was fucked up for a while couldn't trust anybody
Addicted to drugs and alcohol finding comfort in a woman's body
But could never stay committed to just one I guess its in my genes
During the time period where my jeans sagged low
I was hustling had gang affiliations that I never repped though
Suffered police brutality taking a hit for my homies and I didn't even know
Never would’ve thought at some point in life I would have suicidal thoughts
You know I even tried it once made a left into a moving truck
The real story behind what happened to my corolla
Never said that out loud before
Not expecting pity don’t look at me different
And thank god everyday that he saved me from my own decision
Yea
Thank god everyday that he saved me from my own decision
Wake up everyday and thank god he saved me from my own decision
My own decision been through it and woke up
I saw the light and I saw clear