The Lowlife by Raised to Rot Lyrics

I bite my tongue to avoid disappointing anyone anymore than I already have. I'm an embarrassment to my father and he will never love me back, You won't let a second be wasted on a lowlife like me
I wonder if I ever cross your mind and if you'd ever come back into my fucking life. I can't hope for the best because the let down just puts anxiety back into my chest, crushing my bones and all my dreams
You've done nothing for me and I hope you're satisfied, I hop you're content without your fucking son. I just want some clarity and to find the meaning, Why do you hate me? Why don't you love me?
I wonder if I ever cross your mind and if you'd ever come back into my fucking life. I can't hope for the best because the let down just puts anxiety back into my chest
I am broke and suicide is free. I am a broken man and it's what I need. It's what I need