Put Me to Sleep by Rainer Maria Lyrics

I've thought about windows before
But this one's too high
Filtered light, trees outside
Is this the end?
Fifteen, and bleeding
And leaving myself behind

I have to believe
That things would be different
If someone had told me
What i'm telling you now
If someone had warned me

Is this the end of everything?
Fifteen minutes later
And oh, how i've changed