May 1st by Raer One Lyrics
Verse 1//
Ive been tossing and turning can't sleep at night
Having dreams at night of my own homicide
My girl thinks I'm tripping she says i'll be fine
But now it got me thinking bout my demise
Cause all i hear is screaming and crying
Wait here come the ambulance sirens
My eyes closed but through my eyelids
I feel these strangers watching me die shit
Not dead yet but i'm in and out of consciousness
Got me wondering how long i got to live
Will i die in this ambulance and leave my son fatherless shit
Is it too late for a second chance
You didn't go through what i went through you won't understand never had a father teach me how to be a man and now my son won't either damm
Guess this is how it ends
Momma said watch your friends
Let me take you way back shit where do i begin
My name is Jesse but the hood know me as Chito growing up in the east side got lethal and since my father left me i wouldn't do the same yet these visions of my death got me thinking its too late
Hook// As i take my last breathe, as i take my last breathe
I just want my son to give it his all and never half step
As i take my last breathe, as i take my last breathe
I just hope my son don't get caught up in the game as a result of my death
Verse2// was made the black sheep by my own
So you know the hood became my home
Like these crazy ass Mexicans really with the business take no disrespect we be aiming at your fitted
Flashbacks of times with my son
Flashbacks of the first time i shot a gun
Guess its finally full circle huh (x2)
Slam my foot on the pedal but its too late
Already shot me in the chest and the face slam into a wall as i loose control of the wheel bullets could break my bones but my soul made of steal
Never thought these dreams would come to fruition guess the reaper gives intuition
6 feet tall but now i'm 6 feet deep
Where i'll eternally rest in east
Hook// As i take my last breathe, as i take my last breathe
I just want my son to give it his all and never half step
As i take my last breathe, as i take my last breathe
I just hope my son don't get caught up in the game as a result of my death
Outro / Guess this is how it ends momma said watch your friends let me take you way back shit where to begin
Ive been tossing and turning can't sleep at night
Having dreams at night of my own homicide
My girl thinks I'm tripping she says i'll be fine
But now it got me thinking bout my demise
Cause all i hear is screaming and crying
Wait here come the ambulance sirens
My eyes closed but through my eyelids
I feel these strangers watching me die shit
Not dead yet but i'm in and out of consciousness
Got me wondering how long i got to live
Will i die in this ambulance and leave my son fatherless shit
Is it too late for a second chance
You didn't go through what i went through you won't understand never had a father teach me how to be a man and now my son won't either damm
Guess this is how it ends
Momma said watch your friends
Let me take you way back shit where do i begin
My name is Jesse but the hood know me as Chito growing up in the east side got lethal and since my father left me i wouldn't do the same yet these visions of my death got me thinking its too late
Hook// As i take my last breathe, as i take my last breathe
I just want my son to give it his all and never half step
As i take my last breathe, as i take my last breathe
I just hope my son don't get caught up in the game as a result of my death
Verse2// was made the black sheep by my own
So you know the hood became my home
Like these crazy ass Mexicans really with the business take no disrespect we be aiming at your fitted
Flashbacks of times with my son
Flashbacks of the first time i shot a gun
Guess its finally full circle huh (x2)
Slam my foot on the pedal but its too late
Already shot me in the chest and the face slam into a wall as i loose control of the wheel bullets could break my bones but my soul made of steal
Never thought these dreams would come to fruition guess the reaper gives intuition
6 feet tall but now i'm 6 feet deep
Where i'll eternally rest in east
Hook// As i take my last breathe, as i take my last breathe
I just want my son to give it his all and never half step
As i take my last breathe, as i take my last breathe
I just hope my son don't get caught up in the game as a result of my death
Outro / Guess this is how it ends momma said watch your friends let me take you way back shit where to begin