Pocketwatch by RM Beholder Lyrics
[Verse 1]
What's the point in having memories if I'll forget them?
What's the point in having friends since they all left?
You could say I was the one that left my friends
But I wanted to be with them till the end
I wanted my grandpa till the end but now he's dead
Good 10 years for him was ahead
I care about everyone, that's what I said
But no one in public cares about me, so I cry in bed
If I had a dollar for every time someone said they hate me
I'd have enough to grow like 50 money trees
Then maybe I wouldn't have had to steal money
Maybe I wouldn't steal from my family
Mom, I'm sorry for all the hurdles
That I set up for you myself
It affected yours & my mental health
You tell me you love me, but you probably stopped thinking that for a second
[Chorus]
You can't live life
Without leaving something behind
Sacrifices are a part of living
Let it go, so you don't drown in the swimming
You can't live life
Without leaving something behind
Sacrifices are a part of living
Let it go, so you don't drown in the swimming
[Verse 2]
I wonder how William is, hope he's having a good life
I wonder how Mehvish is, probably wishes death threats to me at night
But honestly, I completely understand why
They would leave me all over time
I really try to be nice
But no one cares, so I'm left behind
It seems like there's no love in sight
Guess that's how logic in life goes, it's a homicide
It would be cool if I had someone to talk to while I fight
These pains that I have, don't even have a knife
To kill myself or kill others, don't have any might
But I don't wanna do it anyway, love is what I strive
Do you think I like having to cry?
You think I like trying to fit in, by using women & getting high?
I don't ever wanna do that, so they hate me & tell me to die
So you know what, goodbye!
[Chorus]
You can't live life
Without leaving something behind
Sacrifices are a part of living
Let it go, so you don't drown in the swimming
You can't live life
Without leaving something behind
Sacrifices are a part of living
Let it go, so you don't drown in the swimming
[Outro]
And no, I'm not gonna hurt myself
I just wanna try & tell you to accept everyone
And just cherish what you have in life
You never know when you'll lose something or lose yourself
What's the point in having memories if I'll forget them?
What's the point in having friends since they all left?
You could say I was the one that left my friends
But I wanted to be with them till the end
I wanted my grandpa till the end but now he's dead
Good 10 years for him was ahead
I care about everyone, that's what I said
But no one in public cares about me, so I cry in bed
If I had a dollar for every time someone said they hate me
I'd have enough to grow like 50 money trees
Then maybe I wouldn't have had to steal money
Maybe I wouldn't steal from my family
Mom, I'm sorry for all the hurdles
That I set up for you myself
It affected yours & my mental health
You tell me you love me, but you probably stopped thinking that for a second
[Chorus]
You can't live life
Without leaving something behind
Sacrifices are a part of living
Let it go, so you don't drown in the swimming
You can't live life
Without leaving something behind
Sacrifices are a part of living
Let it go, so you don't drown in the swimming
[Verse 2]
I wonder how William is, hope he's having a good life
I wonder how Mehvish is, probably wishes death threats to me at night
But honestly, I completely understand why
They would leave me all over time
I really try to be nice
But no one cares, so I'm left behind
It seems like there's no love in sight
Guess that's how logic in life goes, it's a homicide
It would be cool if I had someone to talk to while I fight
These pains that I have, don't even have a knife
To kill myself or kill others, don't have any might
But I don't wanna do it anyway, love is what I strive
Do you think I like having to cry?
You think I like trying to fit in, by using women & getting high?
I don't ever wanna do that, so they hate me & tell me to die
So you know what, goodbye!
[Chorus]
You can't live life
Without leaving something behind
Sacrifices are a part of living
Let it go, so you don't drown in the swimming
You can't live life
Without leaving something behind
Sacrifices are a part of living
Let it go, so you don't drown in the swimming
[Outro]
And no, I'm not gonna hurt myself
I just wanna try & tell you to accept everyone
And just cherish what you have in life
You never know when you'll lose something or lose yourself