Young Reminisce Prod. Beats by Con by RAMXYG DC, [Prod. Beats by Con] Lyrics

I've been on this highway since I was five
I'm surprised, I'm doing fine and stayed alive
I've learnt and heard about suicide
Once had thought of it, had reason to die

No one tells but, reality hits hard on me
But, I'm able to see clearly that I'm not
Doing good at things that aren't comprehensive
I'm losing at it but, not perfect, you see?
The music is keeping me intact but
I don't know if my change can be progressive
I'm losing... I'm losing... I'm losing

I slept in my own serenity, to keep together my insanity
I wish things could get better than worse
Clearly dated karma too long, obtaining its curse

I've wanted to shift into a better person
But, personally, I'm going to be different person
When I finally accept it at a better degree
Maybe, I can enjoy it without regret, hopefully
See me, make me, kill me...
See me, make me, kill me...

See what my true opinions?
Make of what can be?
Kill things, I would disagree